Listening: "Now Then" - A double CD lovingly mixed by my friend Simon in London featuring some of the hottest deep house tracks rocking all the right dancefloors. The post has been kind.
Feeling: Blissfully content. Toby just got home.
Today was a pretty wonderful day. After years of clashing, my mother and I finally laid it all to rest. We spent the day together, cooked some beautiful food and just enjoyed each other's company without anyone else around.
I'm so happy this has happened. I feel as though I've wanted this my whole life.
What can I say? It's those Healing Codes again. She's been doing them for about a week now and she's definitely noticed a difference. She's been eating really well and has lost about 3 kilos, and her blood pressure has already come down which is encouraging, as she's been on high blood pressure medication for the last 20 years, much to my dismay and frequent objections as her heart has become swollen. I'd been hoping that she would give the HC's a go, especially as I knew it would help bring us closer together, and to see that it has done that has been incredibly healing for both of us.
And just in case you didn't see it here earlier, I just found out that if you click on this link I can issue a gift certificate that will get you $100 off the price of the Healing Codes pack. in addition they offer an unconditional, money-back guarantee (which was a deciding factor for me, so I thought I should share it with you). Cool, huh?
After I finished uploading yesterday's post I checked my mail and THIS had just arrived minutes earlier.Talk about having the universe come along and validate everything I had just said (and felt), again!
Now don't go thinking I'm going to start posting channeled messages here as a habit, but when I read this it was like reading my recent life story, and I'm sure there are others out there who'll read this and it will be the same for them. I hope you derive as much solace from it as I did. Hey, you're not going mad after all! There is a shift going on. You know it's been happening. It's happening right now. Time is warping, the veil between the dimensions is becoming thinner, and people are finally waking up to themselves.
This is exactly what I came here for.
"Holding the Balance at the Second 5:5 Gate - Monday 23rd May"
Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn.
Dearest Lightworkers,
The energy that has poured through the first 5:5 gate onto your Planet has been incredibly powerful and very difficult to handle. Many of you have been feeling the effects as you struggle to hold your balance on the Physical level. The 5:5 energy moves and penetrates deeply into the physical, and requires that the body and the spirit be in balance to flow with the energy.
You have felt, have you not, the effects of this testing of your balance. Some of you have felt severe physical symptoms and pains, including pains in the chest, abdomen and lower areas of the body. Some have felt emotional imbalances, mood swings and depressions. Others have had to deal with shocks and upsets to the point where you feel that life is testing you to the extreme.Indeed, dearest ones, you are being asked to see where you need to hold the balance in your own lives.
So many of you in your contemporary culture have lost touch with your physical and emotional realities. You live in your heads, and suppress the emotional and physical flows. What is happening at this time is that you are being compelled to face up to your physical and emotional realties through the influx of the 5:5 energy and its powerful effects on the physical levels of the human body.
The key, Dearest Lightworkers, is BALANCE. Where your life is out of balance, you will feel it now. And you will have to deal with and process whatever feelings and issues are still repressed on a deep level. It is the balance between body and spirit, and learning to give the body and its needs and feelings as much attention as you give the mental and spiritual aspects of yourselves.
It is learning to be in your bodies, and to celebrate your physical existence on this beautiful planet. And to accept the flows of life, and to learn to cease creating dramas of pain and suffering. All these things are part of the reality parameters of the 5th and 6th dimensions that you are learning right now.
And for many of you, learning to accept the nature of endings, whether of relationships or of lives of dear ones, has been a part of this process. Learning to live lightly, to allow endings, but to have a deep appreciation of love and life while they are there. To love and support others where you can, but also knowing when to let go if you cannot. Always remembering that Spirit and the Higher Aspect of each person and each being on the Planet will ensure that everyone is cared for and held in light, no matter how hard things may seem on the outer level.
Dearest ones, this message is to bring you comfort in these difficult times, but also to ask that you continue to hold the inner balance that you are working with now. For the second influx of 5:5 energy at the Full Moon on the 23rd will be even more powerful. It is necessary that you find your center and hold your peace. Be grounded in your physical body, be aware of your feelings and your emotions, whatever they are, but also hold the knowing that you are cared for and loved and held by the Higher Levels.
It is your choice, as conscious creators and human angels, to allow this process so that you can learn to hold the energies, not only for yourselves on the individual level, but also for your planet on the Collective Level. Yes, it is hard, but many of the things that you are letting go of now are things that needed to move out of your lives. Changes that needed to be made, but were not, because you were not in touch enough with your deep feelings.
These deep feelings have emerged now like a volcano, and the eruption is washing away whatever is not needed in your lives any longer. And producing the mirror into which you may look and see your own reality creation.
If you do not like what you see, dearest ones, then choose again. This is the great gift. Nothing is permanent, and you can keep choosing again and again. As you change and grow, so your reality will change and grow. This process of flux and flow has been lost to you for many lifetimes, since you created 3D structures that were solid enough to hold back the flows and produce the illusion of permanence.
But now that you have moved into the 5th Dimension and higher, you are reconnecting with the natural cosmic flows and pulses that bring change and growth on ever higher spirals of existence.
Can you learn to celebrate the changes, and let go with gratitude and grace? It will be your perspective and attitude to life that will determine how you are able to hold your energy at the second 5:5 gate on the 23rd May.
We, on the Higher Dimensions, are here to support you as you learn to hold your inner balance while the waves of creative cosmic light swirl around you and over you, bringing the changes that you all have helped to create on the Planet.
For more details click here and here.
Friday, May 20, 2005
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Hey Liz, I Heard You Were In a Cult!
Listening: "Alchemical Healing" author Nicki Scully on The X-Zone Radio Show archives.
Mood: Ready for bed but wanting to write...into the BOLDness we go.
A few months ago I was innocently minding my own business near the bar at Wonderland where I DJ on Fridays and a disco acquaintance of mine said that she's seen me zooming around the streets of Melbourne on my bike a lot lately. I don't have a car, so it's my only form of transport, but I really love using it to zip around my 'hood. Then she blurted out, "I heard you were in a cult!" at which point I burst out laughing, wondering what kind of cult asks its members to subscribe to a life of cycling. I said, "Yep. I'm in a cult", pretty dryly as I choked a bit on my vodka.Then I walked off giggling not knowing whether I'd really convinced her of my innocence or not.
I told Toby at home later, much to his amusement and he said, "yeah, let's call ourselves the Cunt-arians." Well we both fell on the floor in fits and now my friend Gina has even contributed a fitting slogan - we only eat pussy!
Who wants to sign up?
Anyway, at the risk of sounding like I am in a cult, I'm going to go ahead and publish this post.
On Sunday I had a catharsis. I went to an all-day Dru Yoga workshop with Anita who runs the yoga school where I teach, and even though I was a bit miffed at times with the teaching style and beginners level exercises we were doing, I still had a fantastic time. I hadn't done a full day of yoga for awhile and I could feel my body thanking me as we worked through the postures.
It was interesting to observe my reactions throughout the day. I wondered why I was letting myself get annoyed by certain things but put it down to a slight touch of ego, as I think that the way I was taught to teach yoga is the best method of course, and tried to let it go. I did ok until they spent the last ten minutes of the workshop itemising all the things they were selling though, which always gets me, but it was ok because the day was over.
When I got home I sat down at my computer to check my mail and found a post with a channeled message from the ascended master Kuthumi, from a reliable channel, Michelle Eloff. I began to read. I was on guard I guess you could say, for any signs that it was really just some nasty low-level disinformation, as there is a quite a bit of it out there, and if you are naive, you can get quite sucked in to all kinds of ludicrous ideas.
Even now, as I am just about to describe what happened to me, there's still a microscopic part of me that thinks, "Oh this is just a load of bullshit", but I know that's just my ego getting in the way again, trying to keep the status quo. Really, there's a much larger part of me that is screaming,
"What I experienced was real and valuable, so fuck it."
At the beginning of the post was a note from the person who sent it in, stating that even though the information came through in March (on the Equinox), "you will still be affected by the energy integration and will experience a similar experience to the actual participants by reading it."
I kept an open mind on that tip and tried to read the post with my feelings, to try to tune in to the frequency behind the words I was reading. It's such a good thing to do because you bypass the left brain and go straight to the frequencies that are being generated inside you. If you trust yourself enough there is no better way to navigate safely around the world, no matter where you are, as your instincts are never wrong.
The further into it I went, the more I began to resonate with what was being said. I tried to pick holes in it, tried to see whether the intent was Dark masquerading as Light, tried to detect any seeds of doubt in my mind, but could find none. Then I got to a passage about a third of the way down that really got me.
"Lady Kwan Yin also represents the feminine energy of your sacral chakra, and your water element. She holds the feminine Goddess expressive force of creativity, and stands alongside another very powerful being of light, known as the Lord of Manifestation, Lord Hilarion. He too comes forward to hold you during this time. He brings with him the Ruby ray of light, to bring healing to your base chakra, and to open every necessary portal within your base chakra, so that you may come to experience full healing, total release, and the complete integration of your fifth dimensional body. He brings with him the consciousness of energy that shall bring you into the point of power required to hold you within the pillars of light which create the new templates for your world; the four pillars of Victory consciousness, Prosperity consciousness, Trust consciousness and Unconditional Love consciousness."
Now of course I had read a lot before I got to this passage, so I had been building up to it, but it was at this point I spontaneously burst into tears. Why was I crying? Because it was just what I wanted to hear. Of course I want to live in a world based on those concepts, but as soon as I realized that that was what I wanted to hear my logical mind sprang into action saying, "Don't believe it, don't believe a word of it". Naturally I was torn but continued to read and it just got worse and worse. The tears would NOT stop. The part of me that was observing myself lose it like this was very calm, but a touch puzzled. "What was happening to me? Why was I having this extreme reaction to a simple channelled message? Why was I fighting the feelings I was having? Why couldn't I trust this as much as I wanted to?" These questions floated like lone icebergs amongst the tumult of raging emotions I was trying to understand.
Anyway, I got to some instructions for a meditation that was outlined in the message, and as I always look for "new Information" in these types of communications I was thrilled at the level of consciousness that had devised it. It was simply beautiful. It involved activating certain chakra centres in the body with the assistance of the ascended masters, while incorporating certain crystal energies or "rays". It was probably the information about the crystals that finally convinced me to go with what I was reading. There's also some incredible information in the message about gold in particular, and that was the clincher. I have been using crystals long enough to know that the crystals used in the meditation were absolutely the right ones, and as there is so much useless, out-dated information about crystals out there, it was very reassuring, and it supported the rest of the message perfectly.
The Christ Maitreya, has come for the purpose of reminding you of your divine right to be on earth; to remind you of your divine right to feel. These gifts have always been a part of you; they have always been yours.
Today we facilitate the process of assisting each one of you to truly ground your divine right to be on earth, your divine right to feel, and your divine right to be acknowledged as a soul being expressed through a human form.
As someone who had been closely examining her feelings all throughout that day, as well as for the last week due to all the Healing Codes treatments, this passage was particularly pertinent for me. As a starseed I often feel very disconnected from my body and the Earth, so that day of yoga had really done wonders for me in terms of feeling more comfortable in my skin again. It was fantastic to reconnect in that way, and it helped me see very clearly just how important it is to do as much body work as possible when you're going through emotional clearing and healing. You can't forget the body! It is so obvious. I know that's it's possible to heal without the physical work but it usually takes much, much longer (and you don't get quite so fit :)
After reading that passage I wholly gave in to all the emotions I was feeling and the floodgates burst. I don't know where that stuff came from, but man it was deep. I felt loving presences rush to be around me. It felt as though gentle hands were resting on my shoulders, which really helped alleviate the feeling of being quite alone, and far from home. It was so difficult to come to terms with how I was behaving at first and in between back-shaking sobs my higher self would go, "wow that's pretty full-on" in a quietly amused kind of way, and then I'd go back to trying to read the rest of the post from behind tear-soaked lashes.
After about 15 minutes of this and a few crazy things I said out loud that I would rather not repeat here, I calmed down and reviewed what had just happened. I was still reeling a little from the shock of it all but started putting two and two together. I knew that the yoga had done it. All those "dumb" beginners moves had actually helped clear what felt like about a decade's worth of crap all at once. The Healing Codes had started it off, the yoga workshop came at the perfect time for me to get to activate all my chakras and get them spinning properly again, and the frequencies that I tuned into through the channelled message turbo-accelerated the clearing. All of a sudden it all made sense. How could I have ever doubted that I would bring the right things into my life at the right time just as I had done? I had been experiencing synchronicities at every level as soon as I started the Healing Codes again, so why did I have to go through such a dramatic process when I came across this material? For all my talk of reality being frequency-specific to us, I had had to have a cathartic experience like that to really trust the truth of that statement, and myself.
As soon as the thoughts above unfurled in my mind I took a sharp right and began to laugh. I laughed so hard. I couldn't stop laughing in fact and for a brief moment worried that I may actually be on the verge of madness. But no, I had just gone through an ascension experience! I started to cry again, but this time it was from laughing, then I remembered this really funny story that Joan Ocean told in an interview once about a wonderful man she knows. He has this thing with saying "thank you" out loud when things happen to him, good or bad. She said,"He'll even say thank you when he hits his hand with a hammer (laughs), just because he's so grateful to be able to feel", and in that moment I took a leaf out of this mystery man's book and said out loud to the space, and with a huge smile on my face, "Thank you!"
Since then I've really noticed how many areas in my life are improving. Last night's class was fantastic. Having all the new students arrive was a fabulous injection of fresh energy in the class. There are even more coming next week. The theme I chose for the class was "compassion for self", understandably. I know that I'm beginning to broadcast a different message energetically, and how magical it is to see how it's being reflected back to me!
Please join me in meditation too. I would like to invite anyone out there who may be interested to go to Master Kuthumi's channeled message and have a read. I've posted it in five parts on my messageboard as I unfortunately can't find the message on Michelle's site. If you would like me to forward you the text via email, please send a note to: stargate@timeisart.net..
If this material resonates with you please link up with me in meditation on Sunday May 22nd; Blue Cosmic Storm, Spectral Moon, for 30 minutes at 11:11 am Melbourne time (6:11 pm in LA, 9:11pm in NY on Saturday 21st, 1:11 GMT on the 22nd). It really is a very special meditation, so if you'd like to work with me at a reasonably advanced level, I would really love to have you join me when I do the complete meditation for the first time.
If you would like to visit Michelle Eloff's site, there's a virtual cornucopia of similar material over there to investigate. Happy trails.
Mood: Ready for bed but wanting to write...into the BOLDness we go.
A few months ago I was innocently minding my own business near the bar at Wonderland where I DJ on Fridays and a disco acquaintance of mine said that she's seen me zooming around the streets of Melbourne on my bike a lot lately. I don't have a car, so it's my only form of transport, but I really love using it to zip around my 'hood. Then she blurted out, "I heard you were in a cult!" at which point I burst out laughing, wondering what kind of cult asks its members to subscribe to a life of cycling. I said, "Yep. I'm in a cult", pretty dryly as I choked a bit on my vodka.Then I walked off giggling not knowing whether I'd really convinced her of my innocence or not.
I told Toby at home later, much to his amusement and he said, "yeah, let's call ourselves the Cunt-arians." Well we both fell on the floor in fits and now my friend Gina has even contributed a fitting slogan - we only eat pussy!
Who wants to sign up?
Anyway, at the risk of sounding like I am in a cult, I'm going to go ahead and publish this post.
On Sunday I had a catharsis. I went to an all-day Dru Yoga workshop with Anita who runs the yoga school where I teach, and even though I was a bit miffed at times with the teaching style and beginners level exercises we were doing, I still had a fantastic time. I hadn't done a full day of yoga for awhile and I could feel my body thanking me as we worked through the postures.
It was interesting to observe my reactions throughout the day. I wondered why I was letting myself get annoyed by certain things but put it down to a slight touch of ego, as I think that the way I was taught to teach yoga is the best method of course, and tried to let it go. I did ok until they spent the last ten minutes of the workshop itemising all the things they were selling though, which always gets me, but it was ok because the day was over.
When I got home I sat down at my computer to check my mail and found a post with a channeled message from the ascended master Kuthumi, from a reliable channel, Michelle Eloff. I began to read. I was on guard I guess you could say, for any signs that it was really just some nasty low-level disinformation, as there is a quite a bit of it out there, and if you are naive, you can get quite sucked in to all kinds of ludicrous ideas.
Even now, as I am just about to describe what happened to me, there's still a microscopic part of me that thinks, "Oh this is just a load of bullshit", but I know that's just my ego getting in the way again, trying to keep the status quo. Really, there's a much larger part of me that is screaming,
"What I experienced was real and valuable, so fuck it."
At the beginning of the post was a note from the person who sent it in, stating that even though the information came through in March (on the Equinox), "you will still be affected by the energy integration and will experience a similar experience to the actual participants by reading it."
I kept an open mind on that tip and tried to read the post with my feelings, to try to tune in to the frequency behind the words I was reading. It's such a good thing to do because you bypass the left brain and go straight to the frequencies that are being generated inside you. If you trust yourself enough there is no better way to navigate safely around the world, no matter where you are, as your instincts are never wrong.
The further into it I went, the more I began to resonate with what was being said. I tried to pick holes in it, tried to see whether the intent was Dark masquerading as Light, tried to detect any seeds of doubt in my mind, but could find none. Then I got to a passage about a third of the way down that really got me.
"Lady Kwan Yin also represents the feminine energy of your sacral chakra, and your water element. She holds the feminine Goddess expressive force of creativity, and stands alongside another very powerful being of light, known as the Lord of Manifestation, Lord Hilarion. He too comes forward to hold you during this time. He brings with him the Ruby ray of light, to bring healing to your base chakra, and to open every necessary portal within your base chakra, so that you may come to experience full healing, total release, and the complete integration of your fifth dimensional body. He brings with him the consciousness of energy that shall bring you into the point of power required to hold you within the pillars of light which create the new templates for your world; the four pillars of Victory consciousness, Prosperity consciousness, Trust consciousness and Unconditional Love consciousness."
Now of course I had read a lot before I got to this passage, so I had been building up to it, but it was at this point I spontaneously burst into tears. Why was I crying? Because it was just what I wanted to hear. Of course I want to live in a world based on those concepts, but as soon as I realized that that was what I wanted to hear my logical mind sprang into action saying, "Don't believe it, don't believe a word of it". Naturally I was torn but continued to read and it just got worse and worse. The tears would NOT stop. The part of me that was observing myself lose it like this was very calm, but a touch puzzled. "What was happening to me? Why was I having this extreme reaction to a simple channelled message? Why was I fighting the feelings I was having? Why couldn't I trust this as much as I wanted to?" These questions floated like lone icebergs amongst the tumult of raging emotions I was trying to understand.
Anyway, I got to some instructions for a meditation that was outlined in the message, and as I always look for "new Information" in these types of communications I was thrilled at the level of consciousness that had devised it. It was simply beautiful. It involved activating certain chakra centres in the body with the assistance of the ascended masters, while incorporating certain crystal energies or "rays". It was probably the information about the crystals that finally convinced me to go with what I was reading. There's also some incredible information in the message about gold in particular, and that was the clincher. I have been using crystals long enough to know that the crystals used in the meditation were absolutely the right ones, and as there is so much useless, out-dated information about crystals out there, it was very reassuring, and it supported the rest of the message perfectly.
The Christ Maitreya, has come for the purpose of reminding you of your divine right to be on earth; to remind you of your divine right to feel. These gifts have always been a part of you; they have always been yours.
Today we facilitate the process of assisting each one of you to truly ground your divine right to be on earth, your divine right to feel, and your divine right to be acknowledged as a soul being expressed through a human form.
As someone who had been closely examining her feelings all throughout that day, as well as for the last week due to all the Healing Codes treatments, this passage was particularly pertinent for me. As a starseed I often feel very disconnected from my body and the Earth, so that day of yoga had really done wonders for me in terms of feeling more comfortable in my skin again. It was fantastic to reconnect in that way, and it helped me see very clearly just how important it is to do as much body work as possible when you're going through emotional clearing and healing. You can't forget the body! It is so obvious. I know that's it's possible to heal without the physical work but it usually takes much, much longer (and you don't get quite so fit :)
After reading that passage I wholly gave in to all the emotions I was feeling and the floodgates burst. I don't know where that stuff came from, but man it was deep. I felt loving presences rush to be around me. It felt as though gentle hands were resting on my shoulders, which really helped alleviate the feeling of being quite alone, and far from home. It was so difficult to come to terms with how I was behaving at first and in between back-shaking sobs my higher self would go, "wow that's pretty full-on" in a quietly amused kind of way, and then I'd go back to trying to read the rest of the post from behind tear-soaked lashes.
After about 15 minutes of this and a few crazy things I said out loud that I would rather not repeat here, I calmed down and reviewed what had just happened. I was still reeling a little from the shock of it all but started putting two and two together. I knew that the yoga had done it. All those "dumb" beginners moves had actually helped clear what felt like about a decade's worth of crap all at once. The Healing Codes had started it off, the yoga workshop came at the perfect time for me to get to activate all my chakras and get them spinning properly again, and the frequencies that I tuned into through the channelled message turbo-accelerated the clearing. All of a sudden it all made sense. How could I have ever doubted that I would bring the right things into my life at the right time just as I had done? I had been experiencing synchronicities at every level as soon as I started the Healing Codes again, so why did I have to go through such a dramatic process when I came across this material? For all my talk of reality being frequency-specific to us, I had had to have a cathartic experience like that to really trust the truth of that statement, and myself.
As soon as the thoughts above unfurled in my mind I took a sharp right and began to laugh. I laughed so hard. I couldn't stop laughing in fact and for a brief moment worried that I may actually be on the verge of madness. But no, I had just gone through an ascension experience! I started to cry again, but this time it was from laughing, then I remembered this really funny story that Joan Ocean told in an interview once about a wonderful man she knows. He has this thing with saying "thank you" out loud when things happen to him, good or bad. She said,"He'll even say thank you when he hits his hand with a hammer (laughs), just because he's so grateful to be able to feel", and in that moment I took a leaf out of this mystery man's book and said out loud to the space, and with a huge smile on my face, "Thank you!"
Since then I've really noticed how many areas in my life are improving. Last night's class was fantastic. Having all the new students arrive was a fabulous injection of fresh energy in the class. There are even more coming next week. The theme I chose for the class was "compassion for self", understandably. I know that I'm beginning to broadcast a different message energetically, and how magical it is to see how it's being reflected back to me!
Please join me in meditation too. I would like to invite anyone out there who may be interested to go to Master Kuthumi's channeled message and have a read. I've posted it in five parts on my messageboard as I unfortunately can't find the message on Michelle's site. If you would like me to forward you the text via email, please send a note to: stargate@timeisart.net..
If this material resonates with you please link up with me in meditation on Sunday May 22nd; Blue Cosmic Storm, Spectral Moon, for 30 minutes at 11:11 am Melbourne time (6:11 pm in LA, 9:11pm in NY on Saturday 21st, 1:11 GMT on the 22nd). It really is a very special meditation, so if you'd like to work with me at a reasonably advanced level, I would really love to have you join me when I do the complete meditation for the first time.
If you would like to visit Michelle Eloff's site, there's a virtual cornucopia of similar material over there to investigate. Happy trails.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
The Lost Mode Of Prayer
Listening: David Darling discussing teleportation the possibilites of teleporting humans and quantum computers on Coast to Coast Am
Mood: Happily anticipating teaching a great yoga class tonight. Eight new students have booked.
I have mentioned Gregg Braden and his book The Isaiah Effect in previous posts, and as you know I have been using the ancient lost mode of prayer in conjunction to my Healing Codes treatments with much success. Hear an interview with Gregg Braden on News For The Soul as he discusses his discoveries in the Dead Sea Scrolls of the Lost Mode of Prayer.
"Through the words of another time, the ancients invited us to embrace our lost mode of prayer as a consciousness that we become, rather than a prescribed form of action that we perform upon occasion.
In words that are as simple as they are elegant, we are reminded to be "surrounded" by the answer to our prayers and "enveloped" by the conditions that we choose to experience. In the modern idiom, this description suggests to us that to effect change in our world, we are invited to first have the feelings of the change having happened.
As modern science continues to validate a relationship between our thoughts, feelings and dreams with the world that surrounds us, it becomes more likely that a forgotten bridge links our prayers with that of our experience. The beauty of such an inner technology is that it is based upon human qualities that we already possess. From the prophets who saw us in their dreams, we are reminded that in honoring all life, we accomplish nothing less than the survival of our species and the future of the only home we know."
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Walking My Talk ...Eventually
Listening: Dolphinville Radio live via Photon.net
Feeling: Fabulous
I am so bloody good. I've been dilligently doing my Codes and I've been having all kinds of revelations and physical sensations the last couple of days - it's completely fabulous.
As I said in my last post I want to record some of my experiences with them here, so you can join me right from the start of what I know is going to be an incredible journey. I am so excited about what will unfold along the way. Come on world. I am so ready.
I also wanted to mention something about the link to the Healing Codes website from this page. When I decided to write about my experiences with the Healing Codes on my blog , I discovered that all I had to do to be an affiliate was to was put a special link up on my page, and I would earn a commission. As it wasn't going to cost me anything I thought, why not? I really believe in this company and their product so I have no problem using my blog to promote them (I've had a "normal" link up on my page since January, so it's not like I am doing this to make money - but I'm not going to knock it back either). I sincerely want to share something that has changed my life, and that's why I'm even mentioning this. I don't want what I have to say to come across like I'm trying to sell it, because I'm not, but if you choose to click on this link it may also help me pay my bills, 'k? You could always click on this one though if you're still interested in the information but you're not feeling very giving. I don't mind, just get the info. http://www.thehealingcodes.com/
I'd also like to say a huge thanks to everyone who has emailed me or checked out the Healing Codes website in the last few days. I am really looking forward to hearing about your experiences with them too, or any other healing technique that you have found that is working for you.
So far, the best part of working with the Codes again has been discovering how some of the knowledge I've picked up has actually enhanced the effectiveness of the treatments. Even if you never get to work with them yourself, the information I am about to share can be used by anyone, in any number of ways to create a more uplifting, positive life. I've talked about these things before in previous posts, but using these techniques in addition to the normal protocols for the Healing Codes has been really worthwhile and I've been able to see just what a big difference they can make.
As I listen to many different types of healing practitioners, medical experts, scientists and great thinkers in general on the radio I will often pick up useful bits of information, tips etc, and yesterday I happened to hear a great interview with a woman on Dolphinville Radio who mentioned how her father had recently gotten so very ill that he was hospitalized and one day his doctors informed her that he wouldn't make it through the night. She decided to do some Reiki on him to help him rest more peacefully and she described how she put her hands on his feet and rememebered a visualization that a friend of hers had told her, and began to imagine all the cells in her father's body waking up (he'd been unconscious for 48 hours), picking up musical instruments(!), and playing. She said,"I imagined them playing the song of Life", and she continued to visualize all the different parts of his body waking up from the cells in his feet, up his legs, into his torso and she said that by the time she reached his lungs, he started coughing. She knew then that it was working, but she wasn't doing it to revive him particularly, it was just so he could rest more easily until he passed.
Still she said that while she was doing the Reiki, images of her father returning to Hawaii with her, seeing her home and her friends again came into her mind's eye, which she thought was curious. After awhile she went out with her mother for around 10 minutes to get some coffee and said that when they returned, her father's room was full of nurses and doctors and when they saw her they all looked at her slightly strangely. She said that it wasn't a bad look though and when they stepped back into his room she saw him sitting upright in bed, flirting with the nurses and demanding a cup of coffee as if nothing had happened. Most people would consider that a miracle, but it's amazing what can be achieved with the right intent, an open mind and a good skill.
Anyway, while I was listening I thought it was a beautiful story but like a lot of things I hear on the air, it's great information but I wonder sometimes - when would I ever use that in my own life? Tonight it came back to me though when I started doing my treatment so I used it. WOW. I felt each part of my body start tingling in this really nice way...think champagne bubbles...and while I was holding the image I tried to imagine what the song would sound like. At first it was kind of low and a bit unsure, but soon enough I could hear some beautiful melodies and I realised that no matter how silly something sounds (like imagining all the cells of your body playing a tune), you shouldn't knock it til you've tried it.
One of the other things I'd forgotten that happens when you start doing the Healing Codes is that all kinds of memories surface that you thought were gone, or inconsequential. I expect it's because cellular memories are being accessed and healed during the treatments, but sometimes the most unexpected things will surface! Today I have been working on one of the "core healing categories" which is "goodness". This is another virtue to be instilled (it's like planting a good seed in your heart), and I have been really loving it. Some of the memories that popped back into my mind as I was working were amazing. I was able to look at them in a new light, and I was able to connect the memories to the physical and emotional issues I'm addressing. I just finished an exercise a few minutes ago and my throat centre is still warm and buzzing a little and this time I could feel the ends of my fingers pulsating as I held the hand positions. SO cool. I've been working up to doing the maximum amount of exercises per day that they recommend, so each day I've tried to do at least one more exercise and what I've noticed is that I'm feeling better and better. Certainly much more vitality and inner peace.
On top of that, after I repeated the truth focus statement I'm working with today to myself a few times I let my left brain take a break and I moved into just feeling the frequencies of goodness (or what I perceived them to be), and let them fill my entire being. In the Isaiah Effect by Gregg Braden, he describes an ancient "lost mode of prayer" that is very different to the way most of us pray. Instead of praying for rain, for example, an Indian shaman will "pray rain". That is, rather than supplicate God for rain to come, he imagines how it feels to have rain pouring down over his body, he smells the moisture in the air, he feels the mud in between his toes - as if it were happenng right now. Most importantly, he feels the feelings of gratitude, relief, joy...all the emotions that he would feel - as if it were happening right now. It's such a powerful thing to do. Feelings are the language of the soul after all. Remember what Einstein said:
E=MC2.
That's another way of saying MIND/CONSCIOUSNESS = MATTER. Geddit???
Try it sometime you want to create something. I will never forget the time my computer blew up and I thought I'd lost everything. After several attempts to get it turn on, I stopped what I was doing, stopped freaking out about what I could have lost, and I sat for a couple of minutes imaging how brilliant I would feel when I switched it on the next time and it worked. I imagined seeing my desktop load, and all my programs being intact. At first it wasn't that easy but soon I let myself genuinely feel it, and when I turned it on and it worked - well I been a believer ever since.
More soon.
Feeling: Fabulous
I am so bloody good. I've been dilligently doing my Codes and I've been having all kinds of revelations and physical sensations the last couple of days - it's completely fabulous.
As I said in my last post I want to record some of my experiences with them here, so you can join me right from the start of what I know is going to be an incredible journey. I am so excited about what will unfold along the way. Come on world. I am so ready.
I also wanted to mention something about the link to the Healing Codes website from this page. When I decided to write about my experiences with the Healing Codes on my blog , I discovered that all I had to do to be an affiliate was to was put a special link up on my page, and I would earn a commission. As it wasn't going to cost me anything I thought, why not? I really believe in this company and their product so I have no problem using my blog to promote them (I've had a "normal" link up on my page since January, so it's not like I am doing this to make money - but I'm not going to knock it back either). I sincerely want to share something that has changed my life, and that's why I'm even mentioning this. I don't want what I have to say to come across like I'm trying to sell it, because I'm not, but if you choose to click on this link it may also help me pay my bills, 'k? You could always click on this one though if you're still interested in the information but you're not feeling very giving. I don't mind, just get the info. http://www.thehealingcodes.com/
I'd also like to say a huge thanks to everyone who has emailed me or checked out the Healing Codes website in the last few days. I am really looking forward to hearing about your experiences with them too, or any other healing technique that you have found that is working for you.
So far, the best part of working with the Codes again has been discovering how some of the knowledge I've picked up has actually enhanced the effectiveness of the treatments. Even if you never get to work with them yourself, the information I am about to share can be used by anyone, in any number of ways to create a more uplifting, positive life. I've talked about these things before in previous posts, but using these techniques in addition to the normal protocols for the Healing Codes has been really worthwhile and I've been able to see just what a big difference they can make.
As I listen to many different types of healing practitioners, medical experts, scientists and great thinkers in general on the radio I will often pick up useful bits of information, tips etc, and yesterday I happened to hear a great interview with a woman on Dolphinville Radio who mentioned how her father had recently gotten so very ill that he was hospitalized and one day his doctors informed her that he wouldn't make it through the night. She decided to do some Reiki on him to help him rest more peacefully and she described how she put her hands on his feet and rememebered a visualization that a friend of hers had told her, and began to imagine all the cells in her father's body waking up (he'd been unconscious for 48 hours), picking up musical instruments(!), and playing. She said,"I imagined them playing the song of Life", and she continued to visualize all the different parts of his body waking up from the cells in his feet, up his legs, into his torso and she said that by the time she reached his lungs, he started coughing. She knew then that it was working, but she wasn't doing it to revive him particularly, it was just so he could rest more easily until he passed.
Still she said that while she was doing the Reiki, images of her father returning to Hawaii with her, seeing her home and her friends again came into her mind's eye, which she thought was curious. After awhile she went out with her mother for around 10 minutes to get some coffee and said that when they returned, her father's room was full of nurses and doctors and when they saw her they all looked at her slightly strangely. She said that it wasn't a bad look though and when they stepped back into his room she saw him sitting upright in bed, flirting with the nurses and demanding a cup of coffee as if nothing had happened. Most people would consider that a miracle, but it's amazing what can be achieved with the right intent, an open mind and a good skill.
Anyway, while I was listening I thought it was a beautiful story but like a lot of things I hear on the air, it's great information but I wonder sometimes - when would I ever use that in my own life? Tonight it came back to me though when I started doing my treatment so I used it. WOW. I felt each part of my body start tingling in this really nice way...think champagne bubbles...and while I was holding the image I tried to imagine what the song would sound like. At first it was kind of low and a bit unsure, but soon enough I could hear some beautiful melodies and I realised that no matter how silly something sounds (like imagining all the cells of your body playing a tune), you shouldn't knock it til you've tried it.
One of the other things I'd forgotten that happens when you start doing the Healing Codes is that all kinds of memories surface that you thought were gone, or inconsequential. I expect it's because cellular memories are being accessed and healed during the treatments, but sometimes the most unexpected things will surface! Today I have been working on one of the "core healing categories" which is "goodness". This is another virtue to be instilled (it's like planting a good seed in your heart), and I have been really loving it. Some of the memories that popped back into my mind as I was working were amazing. I was able to look at them in a new light, and I was able to connect the memories to the physical and emotional issues I'm addressing. I just finished an exercise a few minutes ago and my throat centre is still warm and buzzing a little and this time I could feel the ends of my fingers pulsating as I held the hand positions. SO cool. I've been working up to doing the maximum amount of exercises per day that they recommend, so each day I've tried to do at least one more exercise and what I've noticed is that I'm feeling better and better. Certainly much more vitality and inner peace.
On top of that, after I repeated the truth focus statement I'm working with today to myself a few times I let my left brain take a break and I moved into just feeling the frequencies of goodness (or what I perceived them to be), and let them fill my entire being. In the Isaiah Effect by Gregg Braden, he describes an ancient "lost mode of prayer" that is very different to the way most of us pray. Instead of praying for rain, for example, an Indian shaman will "pray rain". That is, rather than supplicate God for rain to come, he imagines how it feels to have rain pouring down over his body, he smells the moisture in the air, he feels the mud in between his toes - as if it were happenng right now. Most importantly, he feels the feelings of gratitude, relief, joy...all the emotions that he would feel - as if it were happening right now. It's such a powerful thing to do. Feelings are the language of the soul after all. Remember what Einstein said:
E=MC2.
That's another way of saying MIND/CONSCIOUSNESS = MATTER. Geddit???
Try it sometime you want to create something. I will never forget the time my computer blew up and I thought I'd lost everything. After several attempts to get it turn on, I stopped what I was doing, stopped freaking out about what I could have lost, and I sat for a couple of minutes imaging how brilliant I would feel when I switched it on the next time and it worked. I imagined seeing my desktop load, and all my programs being intact. At first it wasn't that easy but soon I let myself genuinely feel it, and when I turned it on and it worked - well I been a believer ever since.
More soon.
Friday, May 13, 2005
The Healing Codes
Listening: Dr Cass Ingram on The Power Hour
Mood: Calm and peaceful
What if you never had to get sick ever again? Wouldn't it be great if that could be true? It would be great, except that we have this thing called we call the "logical mind" which is probably getting in the way of that. Isn't it telling you right now that that's impossible? But what if you didn't need doctors, therapists, drug or props of any kind to stay immune from sickness for the rest of your life?
Well, as amazing as it sounds, I have been using something that has shown me that it could be possible. It's a cutting edge energy healing system called The Healing Codes. Yesterday I began working with them again after a two month break (and some slight wobbliness), and I'm so glad I did. It has totally transformed my way of thinking about my health, and for the first time in my life I really believe it might be possible for me to not have to get sick ever again.
I first heard about them when I was listening to Contact Radio one day last December. The hosts, Cameron and Lucia, were interviewing the two doctors behind the Healing Codes, a Dr. Alex Loyd, MS, ND and PhD candidate and Dr. Ben Johnson, MD, DO & NMD. They were talking about a quantum energy healing technique that Dr Loyd had discovered in 2001, and for the last three years they had been validating their research and working with thousands of clients with astonishing results.
The statistics alone said it all. Every single person who had used the Healing Codes for the last three years, following the correct protocols, had recovered from their illnesses no matter how great or small. Terminal diseases such as cancer were typically being healed by week six, and to date, no-one who has continued to do the Healing Codes after their recovery has gotten sick again.
Dr Johnson, who ran a cancer clinic in Atlanta, found the Healing Codes system when he himself was struck down with a fatal disease called Lou Gehrig’s Disease, which usually kills within five years, with no known ten-year survivors. He ended up at one of Dr Loyd's seminars and decided to start treatments straight away. Eight weeks later he was given a clean bill of health. So now he, and a host of others whose lives have been changed by using the Healing Codes themselves, have dedicated their resources, time and energy to help run the company, often for little or no pay. That's also why I am writing this post. I have seen it work in my life too.
When I first began to study quantum theory around 4 years ago, I realised something quite significant. It was that the discoveries that were being made in the quantum world would would revolutionize healing over the next 50-100 years, and as I had been looking around for a healing technique to train in, I knew that it had to incorporate quantum physics.
My background as a yoga student and teacher has been instrumental in showing me the inter-connectedness of all the body systems, both physical and energetic, and as I just love studying health and the body it felt natural to want to take it further by becoming a healing practitioner myself. I knew that it had to be something cutting edge, something that incorporated light/consciousness/EM frequencies into the healing equation. Something a little bit Star Trek.
The scientists were certainly coming up with some mind-boggling stuff - like that the very underpinning of our universe was a heaving sea of energy (the zero point field), and that if that was really true, on the most fundamental level, everything would be connected to everything else.
"Through scientific experiment they'd demonstrated that there may be such a thing as a life force flowing through the universe - what has variously been called collective consciousness or, as theologians have termed it, The Holy Spirit. They provided a plausible explanation of all those areas that over the centuries mankind has had faith in, but no solid evidence of or adequate accounting for, from the effectiveness to alternative medicine and even prayer to life after death. They offered us, in a sense, a science of religion.
Unlike the worldview of Newton or Darwin, theirs was a vision that was life-enhancing. These were ideas that could empower us, with their implications of order and control. We were not simply accidents of nature. There was a purpose and unity to our world and our place within it, and we had an important say in it. What we did and thought mattered - indeed, was critical in creating our world. Human beings were no longer separate from each other. It was no longer us and them. We were no longer at the periphery of our universe - on the outside looking in. We could take our rightful place, back in the centre of our world."
The Field - Lynne McTagggart (Harper Collins, 2001)
Meanwhile have a look at the testimonials on their site. They are from other real people like me. To your health!
"Dr Alex Loyd has the defining healing technology in the world today - it will revolutionize health. It is the easiest way to get well and stay well fast. Dr Loyd may very well be the Albert Schweitzer of our time."
Mark Victor Hansen
Co-author Chicken Soup for the Soul books
Mood: Calm and peaceful
The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.
Albert Einstein
What if you never had to get sick ever again? Wouldn't it be great if that could be true? It would be great, except that we have this thing called we call the "logical mind" which is probably getting in the way of that. Isn't it telling you right now that that's impossible? But what if you didn't need doctors, therapists, drug or props of any kind to stay immune from sickness for the rest of your life?
Well, as amazing as it sounds, I have been using something that has shown me that it could be possible. It's a cutting edge energy healing system called The Healing Codes. Yesterday I began working with them again after a two month break (and some slight wobbliness), and I'm so glad I did. It has totally transformed my way of thinking about my health, and for the first time in my life I really believe it might be possible for me to not have to get sick ever again.
I first heard about them when I was listening to Contact Radio one day last December. The hosts, Cameron and Lucia, were interviewing the two doctors behind the Healing Codes, a Dr. Alex Loyd, MS, ND and PhD candidate and Dr. Ben Johnson, MD, DO & NMD. They were talking about a quantum energy healing technique that Dr Loyd had discovered in 2001, and for the last three years they had been validating their research and working with thousands of clients with astonishing results.
The statistics alone said it all. Every single person who had used the Healing Codes for the last three years, following the correct protocols, had recovered from their illnesses no matter how great or small. Terminal diseases such as cancer were typically being healed by week six, and to date, no-one who has continued to do the Healing Codes after their recovery has gotten sick again.
Dr Johnson, who ran a cancer clinic in Atlanta, found the Healing Codes system when he himself was struck down with a fatal disease called Lou Gehrig’s Disease, which usually kills within five years, with no known ten-year survivors. He ended up at one of Dr Loyd's seminars and decided to start treatments straight away. Eight weeks later he was given a clean bill of health. So now he, and a host of others whose lives have been changed by using the Healing Codes themselves, have dedicated their resources, time and energy to help run the company, often for little or no pay. That's also why I am writing this post. I have seen it work in my life too.
When I first began to study quantum theory around 4 years ago, I realised something quite significant. It was that the discoveries that were being made in the quantum world would would revolutionize healing over the next 50-100 years, and as I had been looking around for a healing technique to train in, I knew that it had to incorporate quantum physics.
My background as a yoga student and teacher has been instrumental in showing me the inter-connectedness of all the body systems, both physical and energetic, and as I just love studying health and the body it felt natural to want to take it further by becoming a healing practitioner myself. I knew that it had to be something cutting edge, something that incorporated light/consciousness/EM frequencies into the healing equation. Something a little bit Star Trek.
The scientists were certainly coming up with some mind-boggling stuff - like that the very underpinning of our universe was a heaving sea of energy (the zero point field), and that if that was really true, on the most fundamental level, everything would be connected to everything else.
"Through scientific experiment they'd demonstrated that there may be such a thing as a life force flowing through the universe - what has variously been called collective consciousness or, as theologians have termed it, The Holy Spirit. They provided a plausible explanation of all those areas that over the centuries mankind has had faith in, but no solid evidence of or adequate accounting for, from the effectiveness to alternative medicine and even prayer to life after death. They offered us, in a sense, a science of religion.
Unlike the worldview of Newton or Darwin, theirs was a vision that was life-enhancing. These were ideas that could empower us, with their implications of order and control. We were not simply accidents of nature. There was a purpose and unity to our world and our place within it, and we had an important say in it. What we did and thought mattered - indeed, was critical in creating our world. Human beings were no longer separate from each other. It was no longer us and them. We were no longer at the periphery of our universe - on the outside looking in. We could take our rightful place, back in the centre of our world."
Well, I looked at a lot of things. At first I thought I would study with Sharry Edwards, at the Sound Health Research Institute, as the work she has done there should have won her a Nobel Prize years ago. I loved the idea of using sound to heal, but I disliked the cost involved in setting up that kind of practice. Perhaps one day I will pursue this further, but for now I wanted something simpler. I knew it was out there, I just had to find it.
I thought briefly that I might become a Reconnective Therapy practitioner, a Reiki-like healing modality that I've tried, but I don't really like the idea of waving my arms around someone lying prostrate on a table.
I considered Naturopathy, but felt that the training here wasn't the kind of training I wanted, and Dimensional Kinesiology/Kinergetics really appealed until I saw the course fees - $10,000 a year. As I already knew a lot of the background course material I would've felt ripped off, so I didn't go for it, but I really would love to learn it one day with another school or teacher. I've had some amazing success with kinesiology, and recommend it thoroughly, if you can be referred to a good practitioner. I've set my guy up with about six of my friends and they've all gone back.
So, after years of searching (and finding a lot of BS out there), when I heard these two doctors on the radio last year my ears pricked right up. I've become very good at being able to tell when someone is speaking their truth on the air, from years of listening to a LOT of liars, and they were both so genuine and were making so much sense that I slowly became more and more excited as the interview wore on. It sounded exactly like what I was looking for.
They mentioned how the technique targeted certain healing centres in the brain, particularly the hypothalamus (which also had a starring role in What the Bleep), by triggering it to send peptides that would relieve stress and trauma that we all carry around down to the cellular level.
The concept of "cellular memory" had been something I'd really begun to understand at that point, and I knew that anything that could relieve that kind of stress at that level was going to reach the root cause of whatever could be wrong with you, and healing would then naturally to occur.
We are, after all, self-healing "carbon units" (as Ramtha likes to say) of the highest order when our cells are in "growth mode". The Healing Codes literally send a message into every single cell to do just that. Rather than covering up symptoms with drugs, this appraoch of healing was from the inside out. Yoga works like that too. When I heard how it worked, I knew I had found it.
I decided I would order the package for myself for Christmas and it was the best present I have ever bought myself. In fact I don't think that you would be reading these words if it hadn't have been for the Healing Codes. I used to love writing when I was younger but after years of being a dedicated letter writer, journal keeper, and occasional journalist I let it all go and for a long time (probably a decade) I only wrote sporadically and it saddened me no end. Two weeks after I began working with the Healing Codes I started this blog, and if you're a regular you might've noticed I've written an average of a post every two-three days. That's not bad going.
I've been waiting to write about how it's all going for me because I wanted to see what would happen over time and it's been quite incredible. When I first got the package, besides wanting to become a practitioner, I got it as soon as I heard about it because I had found a small lump in my breast. I was worried, naturally, but I didn't panic as I know that cancer is curable and if that is what it was, I would do all the right things and be OK. Still, I began working with the Codes the day the package arrived.
As soon as I saw the material I knew I had done the right thing. The system is so well thought out, is very elegant in its simplicity, is based on some very good new science and when I did my very first treatment I could feel it working immediately.
Basically it involves certain hand positions that trigger certain healing centres in the brain in specific sequences (hence the Healing Codes), and 12 core categories that are addressed during the treatments which include "inhibitor" behaviours such as wrong beliefs we have about ourselves or harmful actions we engage in, which are to be removed; and "virtues", such as gentless and goodness, which are to be instilled while working with the hand positions and a "truth focus statement" which is something you should really believe.
I worked with the exercises three times that day (each takes around 6-8 minutes), and I experienced a detectable heat coming from my hands which stimulated the centres as well as heat around the centres themselves. It felt beautiful, and a few tears welled up as I realized that I could feel a healing taking place in my body. It's SO hard to describe, but I was peaceful and very, very grateful. Eartha, who was sitting on my lap, was also purring softly and seemed to be in resonace with me, so I knew she was getting a healing as well.
I woke up the next morning and the lump, which had been around for a month or so, was gone. GONE. I was shocked, thrilled, amazed all at once. I also jumped up and down in sheer joy for a minute while I thanked God. I had a check up to make sure and it's true, there's nothing there, and it hasn't come back since.
Since then I've worked with the Healing Codes with several family members and a couple of close friends and the results have been just as remarkable, especially with depression. I've also noticed that when I do the exercises, other things in my life improve as result. Work will just land in my lap for example whenever I do them. I even DJ better when I do them and more people come to my yoga classes. I've monitored it pretty closely over the months because the correlation is just so obvious.
It was really interesting to see what happened when I stopped doing them for awhile too. I had been on a real roll at the start of the year, everything I was working on seemed to be coming together in a really nice way. I was doing the codes every single day, and making a lot of progress. After years and years of going to different kinds of therapies, workshops, seminars etc etc, I was thrilled at how immediate the results that I was having were.
The first thing I noticed was that I was just feeling happier and the endless negative self-talk that droned on inside my head at times wasn't such a big thing anymore, which was great because my DJ sleep patterns can contribute to intermittent bouts of of the blues. I also started to notice that I was looking younger, my eyes were sparkling again, I felt a lot more energy and direction than usual, my moods were more even and I'd dropped a few pounds without even trying just because I felt so good inside.
Toby's parents came to stay for a week around that same time and while they were here I showed them how it worked and they really liked it so we did the treatments together as a group and found that it actually increased the effectiveness of them. While they were in town we all had a really beautiful time together, and got a good routine going with our exercises, but when they left, I got a bit lazy and left it for a couple of days.
When I tried to pick it up again, as I'd lost the momentum I'd gained working with the group, I lost my motivation and tried three separate attempts at re-starting, with varied amounts of success. I was finding all kinds of ways to rationalize my way out of it - too tired, not enough time etc etc, and well, I knew it was all a ploy to avoid having to change. As a result I started losing my direction, lost some gigs, felt pretty down on myself, all the usual stuff. Well, thankfully, I finally wore that dumbass attitude out, and I'm already at the start of day 3 again.
With the package comes some free coaching sessions with a certified coach to help you get started, so I rang up and took them up on the offer. They're such a lovely bunch of people, and I can honestly say that they've been totally caring and professional every time I've been in touch with their office. It was all I needed, so now I'm on my way again, and I want to record my progress here over the next few months. I hope you'll follow it with me. I feel as though it'll be worth it.
Yesterday's 1st treatment was in the "harmful actions" category. This is something I feel as though I've been trying to work on for most of my adult life, and it's not over yet, but maybe soon...
We all do things to ourselves that are harmful, whether it's isolating oneself from others to "protect" ourselves (but then wind up cutting ourselves off from love), to shopping for things we can't afford because then others will see us in a certain way. Mine involve taking certain pleasures of the five senses a little too far at times, and so I'm dealing with that right now.
So far, the treatments have been feeling really good (I got some heat coming off my fingers, and in my throat again the first time), and I'm working with a truth focus statement (this is something I say to myself while I do the hand positions) which is helping a lot: "I want to act intentionally based on what I believe is right, instead of reacting automatically based on past pains."
Still not a lot of change in my behaviour but it's early days. More updates soon.Meanwhile have a look at the testimonials on their site. They are from other real people like me. To your health!
"Dr Alex Loyd has the defining healing technology in the world today - it will revolutionize health. It is the easiest way to get well and stay well fast. Dr Loyd may very well be the Albert Schweitzer of our time."
Mark Victor Hansen
Co-author Chicken Soup for the Soul books
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
She is So ME
Listening: 3rd Annual World Sound Healing Day archive with Jonathan Goldman and Dr. Masaru Emoto on World Puja
Mood: SO happy they finally posted this archive!
Toby and I have a favourite game. We take turns at coming up with what all the other versions of ourselves are being and doing in parallel timelines. It is SO much fun.
We don't have a name for it, but we always start with, "There's version of me who is...." and then we try to come up with scenarios based on what would've happened if we'd made different choices at certain turning points in our lives, like when we split up with someone or when we left home for the first time, then instead of following the timeline you know, you invent another timeline based on making a different choice. You can keep "playing the movie", as it were, and come up with some seriously funny shit.
Example: There's a version of me somewhere who instead of going to London in '88 and discovering acid house and ecstasy, stayed here and went to Uni, got a degree, stopped going to discos and instead, became an author. After many years of struggle, she has just published her latest book, "The Iz-ness of the Liz-ness", to critical acclaim.
See what I mean by fun? You can go as nuts as you want - it's a brilliant way to expand how you see yourself too. Imagining different versions of yourself allows you to open up to new possibilities, to new ways of being, and to keep the story of YOU alive. When we tell the same old stories about ourselves, we lose our vitality and create patterns energetically that are hard to break, especially if you've been telling the same old story the same way, again and again. There's no space for the new to come in, so try telling the story differently the next time you tell it.
If you've visited this blog before you might've noticed that I am always re-writing new posts, changing little things here and there. One day a post will go up then it will disappear and re-emerge in a slightly different form a few days later, or I'll change the title of a post, or add some more links that weren't there originally. I've even thought of going back and adding new posts dated in February or March just to see if anyone noticed, and for the sheer fun of re-inventing time the way you can when the counters on these blog programs allows you to change the time or date to suit you.
I find it thrilling in a way that the art you can create in the digital world doesn't have to remain static. You can create something digitally, and say you tire of an element in it, then you just go ahead and change it. It continues to have life. It's so different to printing a book for example, or painting and lacquering a canvas; once it's done it's done and stays that way forever.
This environment on the other hand is always changing, always evolving. I like it when I can flow with that. If that goes against the standard rule "Always check that your posts are the final version, as it can be embarrassing to have to re-edit", well, tough. I know typos and grammar are a nuisance if they're left unchecked, but as far as being able to go back and elaborate on something I've already posted, or remove a passage that's annoying after it has been published, that's unreal.
There's also a version of me who looks just like this somewhere too.
Her name is Eva 0. She's cool, no?
I wonder what she gets up to.
Mood: SO happy they finally posted this archive!
Toby and I have a favourite game. We take turns at coming up with what all the other versions of ourselves are being and doing in parallel timelines. It is SO much fun.
We don't have a name for it, but we always start with, "There's version of me who is...." and then we try to come up with scenarios based on what would've happened if we'd made different choices at certain turning points in our lives, like when we split up with someone or when we left home for the first time, then instead of following the timeline you know, you invent another timeline based on making a different choice. You can keep "playing the movie", as it were, and come up with some seriously funny shit.
Example: There's a version of me somewhere who instead of going to London in '88 and discovering acid house and ecstasy, stayed here and went to Uni, got a degree, stopped going to discos and instead, became an author. After many years of struggle, she has just published her latest book, "The Iz-ness of the Liz-ness", to critical acclaim.
See what I mean by fun? You can go as nuts as you want - it's a brilliant way to expand how you see yourself too. Imagining different versions of yourself allows you to open up to new possibilities, to new ways of being, and to keep the story of YOU alive. When we tell the same old stories about ourselves, we lose our vitality and create patterns energetically that are hard to break, especially if you've been telling the same old story the same way, again and again. There's no space for the new to come in, so try telling the story differently the next time you tell it.
If you've visited this blog before you might've noticed that I am always re-writing new posts, changing little things here and there. One day a post will go up then it will disappear and re-emerge in a slightly different form a few days later, or I'll change the title of a post, or add some more links that weren't there originally. I've even thought of going back and adding new posts dated in February or March just to see if anyone noticed, and for the sheer fun of re-inventing time the way you can when the counters on these blog programs allows you to change the time or date to suit you.
I find it thrilling in a way that the art you can create in the digital world doesn't have to remain static. You can create something digitally, and say you tire of an element in it, then you just go ahead and change it. It continues to have life. It's so different to printing a book for example, or painting and lacquering a canvas; once it's done it's done and stays that way forever.
This environment on the other hand is always changing, always evolving. I like it when I can flow with that. If that goes against the standard rule "Always check that your posts are the final version, as it can be embarrassing to have to re-edit", well, tough. I know typos and grammar are a nuisance if they're left unchecked, but as far as being able to go back and elaborate on something I've already posted, or remove a passage that's annoying after it has been published, that's unreal.
There's also a version of me who looks just like this somewhere too.
Her name is Eva 0. She's cool, no?
I wonder what she gets up to.
Monday, May 09, 2005
My God I Adore This Woman
Listening: Peter Levenda discussing the rise and fall of the Nazi-founded Colonia Dignidad in Chile - Unknown Country Subscriber Section
Mood: Sheepishly recovering from Mother's Day meltdown with my Mum
I haven't written half as much about being Pleiadian as I might've wanted to up until now, and there have been reasons for that, but when I read the following interview with Barbara Marciniak last week I knew I had to post it here in its entirety. It says so much that I would've liked to say, but more clearly and succinctly than I could have. Plus for those of you not familiar with Barbara or her books of channelled information from the Pleiadians, then I think this is a fabulous place to start. At the very least it will open up new possibilities of thought for you, and that's always a good thing. In ten questions the interviewer has managed to cover many of the most important points in her books and I hope that this will inspire someone out there to pick one up, and hopefully get as much out of it as I have.
Editor’s note: Barbara Marciniak, author of Bringers of the Dawn, has a new book, Path of Empowerment*. This interview is courtesy of the publisher, Inner Ocean.
1) Will you tell us who the Pleiadians are?
That’s the big mystery. I really don’t know exactly who they are. They introduced themselves, when I first began to channel them, as a collective of multidimensional beings from the star system we call the Pleiades. They claim that they are kin to us, and that they have come back in time from their future to our present time. They say that humankind faces a critical turning point in years between 1987 and 2012, and the choices we’ve made in their probable timeline have created a massive tyranny. To solve their dilemma, they’ve returned to what they call a "nanosecond in the annals of time" to help us more clearly see our choices and possibly create an alternative probability based on personal empowerment and our connection to nature. Otherwise, we may end up as disempowered drones living a nightmare existence as half-human/half-machine beings.
2) How did you come to channel messages from them?
I was really captivated by the Seth material channeled by Jane Roberts. The main message was that your thoughts create your reality, and from my own experience I knew that to be true. My sister Karen and I even visited her a few years before she died to thank her for changing our lives. I have always had a strong sense of intuition.In May of 1988, I followed an enticing impulse and went on a sacred journey tour to Egypt and Greece. While traveling to these ancient sites, I sensed a familiarity and felt that I had lived there in other times. The last stop was Delphi, where unbeknownst to me, female oracles in trance states had served as official soothsayers for centuries. As I walked through the entrance to the temple, my body was hit with what I would now call cellular memories. I sat for a few hours on a lovely stone wall, completely contented and at peace, feeling as if I had returned to one of my old homes. The next day after a farewell group get-together, I had a strong impulse to return to my room and practice channeling. I sat down on the floor, with my back up against the bed, recalled my visit to the King’s Chamber of the Great Pyramid, and said out loud, "I intend to be a clear channel now." After a few minutes, I began to speak in a voice other than my own, and the source soon identified themselves as The Pleiadians. My channeling began in Athens on May 18, and many years later, through studying astrology, I learned that on that day, the sun is at 28° Taurus, conjunct the Pleiadian star system.
3) This is your fourth book of Pleiadian wisdom. Was there anything different about the preparation and writing of this particular book?
Even though each of my books follows a different process, they are all in response to what is occurring in my personal life, that of my family and friends and in the outside world. The books can be read on many levels, because the Pleiadian teachings offer an intriguing blend of cosmic knowledge, shamanic power, and common sense that can be used to understand the forces at play in our lives. For me, Path of Empowerment was a much more hands-on personal experience. My sister Karen and I spent two years shifting through reams of channeled material, which had not been compiled in a book form since 1995. This time I was the primary organizer of the material, and did all of the rewrites and polishing with the extensive help of my editor John Nelson. I might add that I insist on a strong integrity level with the concepts I release to the general public; they are first time-tested in my own life and that of my students.
4) Does Path of Empowerment address contemporary social and political issues more than your past books?
All of my books, and possibly this one in particular, are metaphors for the dynamic underlying forces that work at many different levels to create the events in our lives, personal and collective. So, while I do not attempt to "figure out" why this or that happened, the Pleiadians show the varied energies, forces, and factors at work at many levels from which probable realities arise. As an example in Chapter 8, they explain the history of secret religious organizations, which have often evolved into military cadres, and how they have come to withhold vital information and become keepers of secrets rather than stewards of our true history. This has led to wars of aggression in order to manage this trove of sacred information. They point out that the recent looting of the museums in Iraq was planned and not an oversight by the occupying military forces.
5) One theme of this book is our multidimensional awareness. Explain this concept, and how it can help us better manage the chaos and complexity of contemporary life.
A multidimensional world model, which high-energy physicists now accept, is based on the concept that all time is occurring simultaneously—how the Pleiadians can seemingly return to our time and change its probable future. We are at our core spiritual beings, and our consciousness expands far beyond our physical 3-D world, which is more of a projection and co-creation with other realms rather than a separate reality in and of itself. Existence is a vast interconnected web of energy that our consciousness explores, while another part of us is focused in here 3-D reality—buying groceries, paying the rent, making love, and making babies. Since 3-D reality is actually a focus of attention or a mass agreement, everything that happens to us is first mediated at another level, from the friends we make and the families we are part of, to car accidents and global catastrophes. Being connected to this vast web of energy, we are constantly receiving information via intuitions, impulses, feelings, dreams, and even mental fantasies. All of existence is one big reference symbol from one level to the next. Being sensitive to these currents will allow us to adapt, adjust, and heal ourselves and others during this critical nanosecond of time.
6) You say that the years 1987 to 2012 are critical to our survival. What makes them so important?
According to the Pleiadians, as the years unfold toward 2012, everything accelerates faster and faster. This is the result of our solar system passing through high-energy particle zones and being bombarded by them down to the subatomic level. As everything speeds up, the law of cause and effect—or how our thoughts create our reality—becomes more and more obvious. In the past, what would have taken months or years for a cause, like a good or evil deed, to have its effect, will begin to happen within days, hours, and minutes. It will become blatantly obvious to all of us that we are the creators of our reality, and by changing our thinking, we can change ourselves and our circumstances. This is self-empowerment. The forces, which would turn us into soulless machine drones, work to convince us that we are powerless victims at the mercy of random forces and that we have no influence on the shape our lives, individually and collectively. The critical choice during these years involves accepting personal responsibility: we must claim our power and change our lives for the better or others will claim it and enslave us.
7) You stress the importance of being immersed in nature. What is happening to our psyches as we shift from a nature-based society to an electronically entrained one?
The Pleiadians call Earth the Living Library because this is where genetic codes and energy frequencies from cosmic sources are maintained and used to sustain us, along with everything in 3-D reality, through the system of nature. Being immersed in nature balances the mind and replenishes those codes at every level; it refines and updates them, and makes us better equipped to manage our lives as co-creators. The Pleiadians say that nature is a majestic program of energy, a force of consciousness, that we must learn how to consciously interact with. However, in the last 250 years, the movement from rural to city living through industrialization has cut us off from nature’s renewal. Today, the new electronic technology further distances us from the experience of direct contact: digital sound recordings mimic nature but don’t convey the feelings of the natural world, and television has replaced genuine human interaction for many people. This movement away from nature cuts us off from the natural source of our power and contributes to a growing sense of powerlessness in our lives, which the Pleiadians are here to warn us about.
8) Will you explain how the proper use of sexual energy can restore all that is sacred and missing in our lives?
One aspect of our major learning curve toward personal empowerment is dealing with our emotions. When we unravel the fine dance of an emotional situation, we invariably discover the beliefs that generate it. Emotions are interpretations of reality. Emotional intelligence is learned and developed through responsibility and accountability. And the chief challenge to emotional balance is dealing with sexual energy, which is both the most difficult and dangerous of energies to understand. An open and honest exploration of sexual energy, in regards to what it is and how we use it, can restore the sacred in our lives. Sex is our contact point with the vital force of creation as well as a declaration of our identity in physical reality. Sexuality is an essential aspect of our creativity; when founded upon worthy values, our sexual experiences will offer romance, excitement, trust, intimacy, passion, caring, love, and self-worth. Our sexual expression is conditioned by what we believe we are, as well as by what we believe we are worth. Sexual energy is also a karmic opening to our personal timelines, and especially during the times of acceleration—where it is like living a hundred lifetimes all rolled into one—we may attract people from so-called past lives to recreate specific experiences for the purpose of healing unresolved issues. By achieving a higher level of awareness, we can reinterpret events with greater insight and release the blocks of the victim/victimizer energy that keep us in a relentless holding pattern, circling around the same issues while never landing for nurturing forgiveness.
9) Explain how all healing is reinterpreting what we believed happened to us?
Our experiences can always be reinterpreted because they comprise layers and layers of significant agreements. Our true healing is about releasing trapped pain and fear through transforming old thought patterns containing restrictive attitudes and bringing a state of higher awareness into the body. Asking "why" we create something changes our brain wave frequencies. And seeking greater meaning reestablishes the equilibrium of the body’s natural power to cure itself. Opportunities abound when we choose to heal our relationship with our physical form. The more we pay attention and acknowledge our bodies’ messages, especially the "gut feelings" that come from the brain in our bellies, the more we will learn. Intuitive intelligence is a natural expression of our connection to the cosmic mind. When we trust ourselves and follow our finest instincts, our bodies do not work against us. But, if we work against our bodies by belittling, criticizing, and devaluing ourselves, our bodies obey our strongest commands. When strong negative emotions accompany specific beliefs, the relayed commands can create illness. Again, we create our reality, including our health or lack of it. We must take personal responsibility and heal ourselves.
10) What is the key to personal empowerment?
A new and spiritually invigorating cosmic perspective is required for humanity to fully understand the purpose of the extreme polarization in today’s modern world, and to eventually unify it. In this regard old patterns of thinking, which keep us trapped in fear and addicted to beliefs that only limit and confine the human spirit, need to be broken down to clear the way for a new order of the mind; one based on a global revival of personal responsibility, accountability, and empowerment.
Mood: Sheepishly recovering from Mother's Day meltdown with my Mum
I haven't written half as much about being Pleiadian as I might've wanted to up until now, and there have been reasons for that, but when I read the following interview with Barbara Marciniak last week I knew I had to post it here in its entirety. It says so much that I would've liked to say, but more clearly and succinctly than I could have. Plus for those of you not familiar with Barbara or her books of channelled information from the Pleiadians, then I think this is a fabulous place to start. At the very least it will open up new possibilities of thought for you, and that's always a good thing. In ten questions the interviewer has managed to cover many of the most important points in her books and I hope that this will inspire someone out there to pick one up, and hopefully get as much out of it as I have.
Editor’s note: Barbara Marciniak, author of Bringers of the Dawn, has a new book, Path of Empowerment*. This interview is courtesy of the publisher, Inner Ocean.
1) Will you tell us who the Pleiadians are?
That’s the big mystery. I really don’t know exactly who they are. They introduced themselves, when I first began to channel them, as a collective of multidimensional beings from the star system we call the Pleiades. They claim that they are kin to us, and that they have come back in time from their future to our present time. They say that humankind faces a critical turning point in years between 1987 and 2012, and the choices we’ve made in their probable timeline have created a massive tyranny. To solve their dilemma, they’ve returned to what they call a "nanosecond in the annals of time" to help us more clearly see our choices and possibly create an alternative probability based on personal empowerment and our connection to nature. Otherwise, we may end up as disempowered drones living a nightmare existence as half-human/half-machine beings.
2) How did you come to channel messages from them?
I was really captivated by the Seth material channeled by Jane Roberts. The main message was that your thoughts create your reality, and from my own experience I knew that to be true. My sister Karen and I even visited her a few years before she died to thank her for changing our lives. I have always had a strong sense of intuition.In May of 1988, I followed an enticing impulse and went on a sacred journey tour to Egypt and Greece. While traveling to these ancient sites, I sensed a familiarity and felt that I had lived there in other times. The last stop was Delphi, where unbeknownst to me, female oracles in trance states had served as official soothsayers for centuries. As I walked through the entrance to the temple, my body was hit with what I would now call cellular memories. I sat for a few hours on a lovely stone wall, completely contented and at peace, feeling as if I had returned to one of my old homes. The next day after a farewell group get-together, I had a strong impulse to return to my room and practice channeling. I sat down on the floor, with my back up against the bed, recalled my visit to the King’s Chamber of the Great Pyramid, and said out loud, "I intend to be a clear channel now." After a few minutes, I began to speak in a voice other than my own, and the source soon identified themselves as The Pleiadians. My channeling began in Athens on May 18, and many years later, through studying astrology, I learned that on that day, the sun is at 28° Taurus, conjunct the Pleiadian star system.
3) This is your fourth book of Pleiadian wisdom. Was there anything different about the preparation and writing of this particular book?
Even though each of my books follows a different process, they are all in response to what is occurring in my personal life, that of my family and friends and in the outside world. The books can be read on many levels, because the Pleiadian teachings offer an intriguing blend of cosmic knowledge, shamanic power, and common sense that can be used to understand the forces at play in our lives. For me, Path of Empowerment was a much more hands-on personal experience. My sister Karen and I spent two years shifting through reams of channeled material, which had not been compiled in a book form since 1995. This time I was the primary organizer of the material, and did all of the rewrites and polishing with the extensive help of my editor John Nelson. I might add that I insist on a strong integrity level with the concepts I release to the general public; they are first time-tested in my own life and that of my students.
4) Does Path of Empowerment address contemporary social and political issues more than your past books?
All of my books, and possibly this one in particular, are metaphors for the dynamic underlying forces that work at many different levels to create the events in our lives, personal and collective. So, while I do not attempt to "figure out" why this or that happened, the Pleiadians show the varied energies, forces, and factors at work at many levels from which probable realities arise. As an example in Chapter 8, they explain the history of secret religious organizations, which have often evolved into military cadres, and how they have come to withhold vital information and become keepers of secrets rather than stewards of our true history. This has led to wars of aggression in order to manage this trove of sacred information. They point out that the recent looting of the museums in Iraq was planned and not an oversight by the occupying military forces.
5) One theme of this book is our multidimensional awareness. Explain this concept, and how it can help us better manage the chaos and complexity of contemporary life.
A multidimensional world model, which high-energy physicists now accept, is based on the concept that all time is occurring simultaneously—how the Pleiadians can seemingly return to our time and change its probable future. We are at our core spiritual beings, and our consciousness expands far beyond our physical 3-D world, which is more of a projection and co-creation with other realms rather than a separate reality in and of itself. Existence is a vast interconnected web of energy that our consciousness explores, while another part of us is focused in here 3-D reality—buying groceries, paying the rent, making love, and making babies. Since 3-D reality is actually a focus of attention or a mass agreement, everything that happens to us is first mediated at another level, from the friends we make and the families we are part of, to car accidents and global catastrophes. Being connected to this vast web of energy, we are constantly receiving information via intuitions, impulses, feelings, dreams, and even mental fantasies. All of existence is one big reference symbol from one level to the next. Being sensitive to these currents will allow us to adapt, adjust, and heal ourselves and others during this critical nanosecond of time.
6) You say that the years 1987 to 2012 are critical to our survival. What makes them so important?
According to the Pleiadians, as the years unfold toward 2012, everything accelerates faster and faster. This is the result of our solar system passing through high-energy particle zones and being bombarded by them down to the subatomic level. As everything speeds up, the law of cause and effect—or how our thoughts create our reality—becomes more and more obvious. In the past, what would have taken months or years for a cause, like a good or evil deed, to have its effect, will begin to happen within days, hours, and minutes. It will become blatantly obvious to all of us that we are the creators of our reality, and by changing our thinking, we can change ourselves and our circumstances. This is self-empowerment. The forces, which would turn us into soulless machine drones, work to convince us that we are powerless victims at the mercy of random forces and that we have no influence on the shape our lives, individually and collectively. The critical choice during these years involves accepting personal responsibility: we must claim our power and change our lives for the better or others will claim it and enslave us.
7) You stress the importance of being immersed in nature. What is happening to our psyches as we shift from a nature-based society to an electronically entrained one?
The Pleiadians call Earth the Living Library because this is where genetic codes and energy frequencies from cosmic sources are maintained and used to sustain us, along with everything in 3-D reality, through the system of nature. Being immersed in nature balances the mind and replenishes those codes at every level; it refines and updates them, and makes us better equipped to manage our lives as co-creators. The Pleiadians say that nature is a majestic program of energy, a force of consciousness, that we must learn how to consciously interact with. However, in the last 250 years, the movement from rural to city living through industrialization has cut us off from nature’s renewal. Today, the new electronic technology further distances us from the experience of direct contact: digital sound recordings mimic nature but don’t convey the feelings of the natural world, and television has replaced genuine human interaction for many people. This movement away from nature cuts us off from the natural source of our power and contributes to a growing sense of powerlessness in our lives, which the Pleiadians are here to warn us about.
8) Will you explain how the proper use of sexual energy can restore all that is sacred and missing in our lives?
One aspect of our major learning curve toward personal empowerment is dealing with our emotions. When we unravel the fine dance of an emotional situation, we invariably discover the beliefs that generate it. Emotions are interpretations of reality. Emotional intelligence is learned and developed through responsibility and accountability. And the chief challenge to emotional balance is dealing with sexual energy, which is both the most difficult and dangerous of energies to understand. An open and honest exploration of sexual energy, in regards to what it is and how we use it, can restore the sacred in our lives. Sex is our contact point with the vital force of creation as well as a declaration of our identity in physical reality. Sexuality is an essential aspect of our creativity; when founded upon worthy values, our sexual experiences will offer romance, excitement, trust, intimacy, passion, caring, love, and self-worth. Our sexual expression is conditioned by what we believe we are, as well as by what we believe we are worth. Sexual energy is also a karmic opening to our personal timelines, and especially during the times of acceleration—where it is like living a hundred lifetimes all rolled into one—we may attract people from so-called past lives to recreate specific experiences for the purpose of healing unresolved issues. By achieving a higher level of awareness, we can reinterpret events with greater insight and release the blocks of the victim/victimizer energy that keep us in a relentless holding pattern, circling around the same issues while never landing for nurturing forgiveness.
9) Explain how all healing is reinterpreting what we believed happened to us?
Our experiences can always be reinterpreted because they comprise layers and layers of significant agreements. Our true healing is about releasing trapped pain and fear through transforming old thought patterns containing restrictive attitudes and bringing a state of higher awareness into the body. Asking "why" we create something changes our brain wave frequencies. And seeking greater meaning reestablishes the equilibrium of the body’s natural power to cure itself. Opportunities abound when we choose to heal our relationship with our physical form. The more we pay attention and acknowledge our bodies’ messages, especially the "gut feelings" that come from the brain in our bellies, the more we will learn. Intuitive intelligence is a natural expression of our connection to the cosmic mind. When we trust ourselves and follow our finest instincts, our bodies do not work against us. But, if we work against our bodies by belittling, criticizing, and devaluing ourselves, our bodies obey our strongest commands. When strong negative emotions accompany specific beliefs, the relayed commands can create illness. Again, we create our reality, including our health or lack of it. We must take personal responsibility and heal ourselves.
10) What is the key to personal empowerment?
A new and spiritually invigorating cosmic perspective is required for humanity to fully understand the purpose of the extreme polarization in today’s modern world, and to eventually unify it. In this regard old patterns of thinking, which keep us trapped in fear and addicted to beliefs that only limit and confine the human spirit, need to be broken down to clear the way for a new order of the mind; one based on a global revival of personal responsibility, accountability, and empowerment.
*To Order Path of Empowerment from Amazon.com, click here!
I hope that was worthwhile reading for you.
I was lucky, I remembered I was Pleiadian before I found any of this channeled material (which I'm usually highly suspicious of), so I took some time to look around and test what was out there before I decided to align myself with any of these teachings. You can't know truth until it is truth for you, and after integrating this wisdom and these teachings into my life I can say without hesitation that this not only works for me, it has helped me remember even more who I truly am, a multi-dimensional being.
I hope that was worthwhile reading for you.
I was lucky, I remembered I was Pleiadian before I found any of this channeled material (which I'm usually highly suspicious of), so I took some time to look around and test what was out there before I decided to align myself with any of these teachings. You can't know truth until it is truth for you, and after integrating this wisdom and these teachings into my life I can say without hesitation that this not only works for me, it has helped me remember even more who I truly am, a multi-dimensional being.
I actually didn't read any of Barbara's books until late last year, so I had a couple of years of looking around and digesting some of the other material out there by different authors who also claimed to have channelled information from a group of beings calling themsleves Pleiadian. The links to these channels that I resonate with are on my sidebar under "pleiadian otherware".
I think I waited to read Marciniak's stuff becuse she's the most well-known of all the Pleiadian channels and I usually like to explore what's going on "in the underground" first. Still, when it felt right, I picked up "Earth - Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library" and I can't explain in words how transformational it was for me, and I have read everything else by her since then, with the same affect. As I had spent most of last year learning all about the Mayan culture and the Law of Time, when I read in Earth all the information about time locks on civizations and the corridors of time, it backed up everything I'd just been learning. It makes complete sense for it to - the Maya's homeworld is in the Pleiades.
Since then I have begun to remember strange, unexpected things too, like the way I like to wear my hair, Pleiadian style...something that came back to me before I even realized what I was doing. I had just made love to Toby, and I have to preface this next statement by saying that on many occassions, I have had memories surface of past lives during or after sex with Toby (same for him too - a couple of times we both remembered lives together as Mayans), and a few months ago after a particularly extended full body orgasm (I know it sounds like I'm bragging but I'm just trying to highlight the intensity of the frequencies that we were generating), I got up and went straight to the mirror for some reason, then I began brushing my hair in a sort of trance state. Before I knew it, I had braided and twisted my hair into quite a beautiful hairstyle! It was then that I kind of woke up and realized that I had just done that so completely automatically, as if I did it all the time, my hands were so quick and sure. The weirder thing was that I never do anything to my hair normally, and I'd certainly never worn it like that before.s either up in a ponytail, or down, that's it. I don't have time for it. Then I really looked at myself. I looked and felt different. I looked beautiful. I felt powerful.
Then the memories came crashing down like waves onto my body, as Barbara said, I realized they were cellular memories. I remembered! It sounds so trivial, but it was monumental for me, especially as I'd had a vision during the orgasm prior of a group of Pleiadian Emissaries of Light that I knew I was somehow deeply connected to. Until that moment I didn't know for sure whether my vision had been real, or just a fantasy, but I knew then that it was.
I also get glimpses now and then of a garden world covered in a thick conopy of rainforests. I know this is my planet, just as I know that Earth is also my planet. Our homes are in the canopy, and as you fly overhead they are undetectable because we have blended them in so perfectly. We live there in complete symbiotic harmony with nature.
Does that sound crazy or what! I never thought it would be me saying stuff about interdimensional beings and ET contact like this in public when I was a youngster LET ME TELL YOU. But then again I warned you that I was going to be completely honest here right at the beginning. More of this rather cosmic PLEIADIAN stuff soon.
I think I waited to read Marciniak's stuff becuse she's the most well-known of all the Pleiadian channels and I usually like to explore what's going on "in the underground" first. Still, when it felt right, I picked up "Earth - Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library" and I can't explain in words how transformational it was for me, and I have read everything else by her since then, with the same affect. As I had spent most of last year learning all about the Mayan culture and the Law of Time, when I read in Earth all the information about time locks on civizations and the corridors of time, it backed up everything I'd just been learning. It makes complete sense for it to - the Maya's homeworld is in the Pleiades.
Since then I have begun to remember strange, unexpected things too, like the way I like to wear my hair, Pleiadian style...something that came back to me before I even realized what I was doing. I had just made love to Toby, and I have to preface this next statement by saying that on many occassions, I have had memories surface of past lives during or after sex with Toby (same for him too - a couple of times we both remembered lives together as Mayans), and a few months ago after a particularly extended full body orgasm (I know it sounds like I'm bragging but I'm just trying to highlight the intensity of the frequencies that we were generating), I got up and went straight to the mirror for some reason, then I began brushing my hair in a sort of trance state. Before I knew it, I had braided and twisted my hair into quite a beautiful hairstyle! It was then that I kind of woke up and realized that I had just done that so completely automatically, as if I did it all the time, my hands were so quick and sure. The weirder thing was that I never do anything to my hair normally, and I'd certainly never worn it like that before.s either up in a ponytail, or down, that's it. I don't have time for it. Then I really looked at myself. I looked and felt different. I looked beautiful. I felt powerful.
Then the memories came crashing down like waves onto my body, as Barbara said, I realized they were cellular memories. I remembered! It sounds so trivial, but it was monumental for me, especially as I'd had a vision during the orgasm prior of a group of Pleiadian Emissaries of Light that I knew I was somehow deeply connected to. Until that moment I didn't know for sure whether my vision had been real, or just a fantasy, but I knew then that it was.
I also get glimpses now and then of a garden world covered in a thick conopy of rainforests. I know this is my planet, just as I know that Earth is also my planet. Our homes are in the canopy, and as you fly overhead they are undetectable because we have blended them in so perfectly. We live there in complete symbiotic harmony with nature.
Does that sound crazy or what! I never thought it would be me saying stuff about interdimensional beings and ET contact like this in public when I was a youngster LET ME TELL YOU. But then again I warned you that I was going to be completely honest here right at the beginning. More of this rather cosmic PLEIADIAN stuff soon.
Friday, May 06, 2005
Time Traveller Convention
Listening: Star Stuff on ABC Radio
Mood: Dreamy
Do you believe time travel is possible? I do.
I might even go so far as to say I believe that the Philadelphia Experiment was a real event and that since then, experiments with time travel have been carried out in secret by the military and other private companies and individuals. I also believe that many of the so-called UFO and ET sightings/contacts we hear of are really just US - time travelling back from the future. Not all mind you, but some.
I've added some links to John Titor sites on my sidebar under Time Travel, and I'd highly recommend checking out the information there if this is a subject that you're interested in. I love it, and I've made it my business to learn as much about it as possible. Of course it all started after watching the classic movie of HG Wells' The Time Machine as a child. Since then I've devoured anything I can find about it. Some of the stories are just incredible!
Have you heard about the plans for a time travel device supposedly hidden in the bowels of the Vatican somewhere? It's called the Chronovisor, and was the invention of a highly regarded Benedictine monk Father Ernetti, a scientist and a scholar, who held several degrees in physics and other disciplines and lived at The Vatican for awhile in the 1950's. Check it out, there's a book about it too.
John Titor, a time traveler from the year 2036, also claimed to have had a time travel machine (made by General Electric no less), and he even posted photos of it while he was here, but he's not the only one.
Mood: Dreamy
Do you believe time travel is possible? I do.
I might even go so far as to say I believe that the Philadelphia Experiment was a real event and that since then, experiments with time travel have been carried out in secret by the military and other private companies and individuals. I also believe that many of the so-called UFO and ET sightings/contacts we hear of are really just US - time travelling back from the future. Not all mind you, but some.
I've added some links to John Titor sites on my sidebar under Time Travel, and I'd highly recommend checking out the information there if this is a subject that you're interested in. I love it, and I've made it my business to learn as much about it as possible. Of course it all started after watching the classic movie of HG Wells' The Time Machine as a child. Since then I've devoured anything I can find about it. Some of the stories are just incredible!
Have you heard about the plans for a time travel device supposedly hidden in the bowels of the Vatican somewhere? It's called the Chronovisor, and was the invention of a highly regarded Benedictine monk Father Ernetti, a scientist and a scholar, who held several degrees in physics and other disciplines and lived at The Vatican for awhile in the 1950's. Check it out, there's a book about it too.
John Titor, a time traveler from the year 2036, also claimed to have had a time travel machine (made by General Electric no less), and he even posted photos of it while he was here, but he's not the only one.
John Titor's Time Travel Unit
Michael "Madman" Markham, who appeared on Coast to Coast in the late 90's with Art Bell(who gave him the Madman nickname), claimed to have built one too, and that he'd used it to travel to distant times in the past. He even got jailed once for stealing huge transformers from the power company for his time machine! The last time he went on the air with Art he said that he was going to make his unit, which he called Jacob's Ladder even more powerful, and given my reasonable understanding of quantum theory and physics in general, what he was saying about how it worked sounded very plausible. Anyway, he said that he was going to use it and was never seen or heard from again, literally disappeared off the planet...I wonder where he is now.
I remember a woman calling in to the same show one day a couple of years back when they had a time traveler open lines show saying that she'd seen this wild newspaper article from the 30's. It was a front page story about the strange discovery of a dead man who could not be identified. He was found in some kind of industrial area inside some huge concrete pipe, and his clothing didn't resemble the clothing of that time. He was also found with a device in his pocket that no-one at the time could identify. When she saw the article she said she nearly died, because to her it looked exactly like a mobile phone! What if it was Madman or some other time traveler who's journey had taken a wrong turn? Wouldn't it be sad but amazing if that was his fate? An experiment went wrong.
There's also an incredible account of some work that was going on at Area 51 (and may still be going on, there or in another secret military facility) by a Dr Dan Burisch, who claims to be working alongside a grey EBE (extra-terrestrial biological entity) they've given the name J-rod. J-Rod is supposedly from future, and he claims the Greys are some of our descendants - the result of too much tampering with our genes. He has been working alongside Dr Burisch to try to come up with a solution, as at this time in our history, we are technically advanced enough and have workable genetic material to hopefully come up with a cure for a degenerative brain disease that J-rod says is wiping them out. There's so much more to this than I can relate here - but it's fabulous stuff. Way better than science fiction novels....
Anyway, I could go on for hours, but the reason I'm even talking about all this is because MIT in Cambridge is hosting the first and only Time Traveler Convention on Saturday, May 7, 2005, and they need your help to spread the word to time travelers in the future!
Since this event was announced last week I've watched how much momentum it's gathered, and it's been crazy. Originally, the physics students who came up with the idea (which I think is great because someone HAD to do it), were expecting around 15 people to show up, there was no actual schedule planned for the night, and if no time travelers appeared, they were just going to throw a party instead.
They've now had interviews on some major news networks, they've had so many RSVP's they can't accept any more applications for attendees, camera crews are not being allowed inside, and some physics professor has now agreed to deliver a lecture on time travel. It sounds like a lot of fun. I wished I lived in the States sometimes. Here's what they say about it. Perhaps you too can lend a hand. Here's what the organizers say about it:
The Time Traveler Convention
Michael "Madman" Markham, who appeared on Coast to Coast in the late 90's with Art Bell(who gave him the Madman nickname), claimed to have built one too, and that he'd used it to travel to distant times in the past. He even got jailed once for stealing huge transformers from the power company for his time machine! The last time he went on the air with Art he said that he was going to make his unit, which he called Jacob's Ladder even more powerful, and given my reasonable understanding of quantum theory and physics in general, what he was saying about how it worked sounded very plausible. Anyway, he said that he was going to use it and was never seen or heard from again, literally disappeared off the planet...I wonder where he is now.
I remember a woman calling in to the same show one day a couple of years back when they had a time traveler open lines show saying that she'd seen this wild newspaper article from the 30's. It was a front page story about the strange discovery of a dead man who could not be identified. He was found in some kind of industrial area inside some huge concrete pipe, and his clothing didn't resemble the clothing of that time. He was also found with a device in his pocket that no-one at the time could identify. When she saw the article she said she nearly died, because to her it looked exactly like a mobile phone! What if it was Madman or some other time traveler who's journey had taken a wrong turn? Wouldn't it be sad but amazing if that was his fate? An experiment went wrong.
There's also an incredible account of some work that was going on at Area 51 (and may still be going on, there or in another secret military facility) by a Dr Dan Burisch, who claims to be working alongside a grey EBE (extra-terrestrial biological entity) they've given the name J-rod. J-Rod is supposedly from future, and he claims the Greys are some of our descendants - the result of too much tampering with our genes. He has been working alongside Dr Burisch to try to come up with a solution, as at this time in our history, we are technically advanced enough and have workable genetic material to hopefully come up with a cure for a degenerative brain disease that J-rod says is wiping them out. There's so much more to this than I can relate here - but it's fabulous stuff. Way better than science fiction novels....
Anyway, I could go on for hours, but the reason I'm even talking about all this is because MIT in Cambridge is hosting the first and only Time Traveler Convention on Saturday, May 7, 2005, and they need your help to spread the word to time travelers in the future!
Since this event was announced last week I've watched how much momentum it's gathered, and it's been crazy. Originally, the physics students who came up with the idea (which I think is great because someone HAD to do it), were expecting around 15 people to show up, there was no actual schedule planned for the night, and if no time travelers appeared, they were just going to throw a party instead.
They've now had interviews on some major news networks, they've had so many RSVP's they can't accept any more applications for attendees, camera crews are not being allowed inside, and some physics professor has now agreed to deliver a lecture on time travel. It sounds like a lot of fun. I wished I lived in the States sometimes. Here's what they say about it. Perhaps you too can lend a hand. Here's what the organizers say about it:
The Time Traveler Convention
May 7, 2005, 10:00pm EDT (08 May 2005 02:00:00 UTC)
East Campus Courtyard, MIT
3 Ames St. Cambridge, A 02142
42:21:36.025°N, 71:05:16.332°W
(42.360007,-071.087870 in decimal degrees)
8:00pm start
Technically, you would only need one time traveler convention.
Time travelers from all eras could meet at a specific place at a specific time, and they could make as many repeat visits as they wanted.
Why do you need my help?
We need you to help PUBLICIZE the event so that future time travelers will know about the convention and attend. We need volunteers to publish the details of the convention in enduring forms, so that the time travelers of future millennia will be aware of the convention. This convention can never be forgotten! We need publicity in MAJOR outlets, not just Internet news. Think New York Times, Washington Post, books, that sort of thing. If you have any strings, please pull them.
Great idea, I'd love to help! What should I do?
Write the details down on a piece of acid-free paper, and slip them into obscure books in academic libraries. Carve them into a clay tablet! If you write for a newspaper, insert a few details about the convention. Tell your friends, so that word of the convention will be preserved in our oral history! A note: Time travel is a hard problem, and it may not be invented until long after MIT has faded into oblivion. Thus, we ask that you include the latitude/longitude information when you publicize the convention. You can also make an absolute commitment to publicize the convention afterwards. In that case, bring a time capsule or whatever it may be to the party, and then bury it afterwards.
Can't the time travelers just hear about it from the attendees, and travel back in time to attend?
Yes, they can! In fact, we think this will happen, and the small number of adventurous time travelers who do attend will go back to their "home times" and tell all their friends to come, causing the convention to become a Woodstock-like event that defines humanity forever. Unfortunately, we of the present (2005) don't have time travel, and so we only have one chance at observing the convention. If the time travelers don't leave us their secrets, we won't be able to go back in time and see our convention in all its glory unless it is publicized in advance.
Isn't time travel impossible?
We can't know for certain. The ancient Greeks would have thought computers were impossible, and the Phoenicians certainly wouldn't have believed that humans would one day send a spacecraft to the moon and back. We cannot predict the future of science or technology, so we can only make an effort and see if any time travelers come to our convention. If you would like to read more about time travel, check out our reading list.
I'm from the future, and I'd like to attend!
We're not sure how you're emailing us from the future, but we'd love to have you! Come as you are! No dress code whatsoever. We do request that you bring some sort of proof that you do indeed come from the future, and haven't just dressed like you do. We welcome any sort of proof, but things like a cure for AIDS or cancer, a solution for global poverty, or a cold fusion reactor would be particularly convincing as well as greatly appreciated. (No RSVP required.)
What fun.
Technically, you would only need one time traveler convention.
Time travelers from all eras could meet at a specific place at a specific time, and they could make as many repeat visits as they wanted.
Why do you need my help?
We need you to help PUBLICIZE the event so that future time travelers will know about the convention and attend. We need volunteers to publish the details of the convention in enduring forms, so that the time travelers of future millennia will be aware of the convention. This convention can never be forgotten! We need publicity in MAJOR outlets, not just Internet news. Think New York Times, Washington Post, books, that sort of thing. If you have any strings, please pull them.
Great idea, I'd love to help! What should I do?
Write the details down on a piece of acid-free paper, and slip them into obscure books in academic libraries. Carve them into a clay tablet! If you write for a newspaper, insert a few details about the convention. Tell your friends, so that word of the convention will be preserved in our oral history! A note: Time travel is a hard problem, and it may not be invented until long after MIT has faded into oblivion. Thus, we ask that you include the latitude/longitude information when you publicize the convention. You can also make an absolute commitment to publicize the convention afterwards. In that case, bring a time capsule or whatever it may be to the party, and then bury it afterwards.
Can't the time travelers just hear about it from the attendees, and travel back in time to attend?
Yes, they can! In fact, we think this will happen, and the small number of adventurous time travelers who do attend will go back to their "home times" and tell all their friends to come, causing the convention to become a Woodstock-like event that defines humanity forever. Unfortunately, we of the present (2005) don't have time travel, and so we only have one chance at observing the convention. If the time travelers don't leave us their secrets, we won't be able to go back in time and see our convention in all its glory unless it is publicized in advance.
Isn't time travel impossible?
We can't know for certain. The ancient Greeks would have thought computers were impossible, and the Phoenicians certainly wouldn't have believed that humans would one day send a spacecraft to the moon and back. We cannot predict the future of science or technology, so we can only make an effort and see if any time travelers come to our convention. If you would like to read more about time travel, check out our reading list.
I'm from the future, and I'd like to attend!
We're not sure how you're emailing us from the future, but we'd love to have you! Come as you are! No dress code whatsoever. We do request that you bring some sort of proof that you do indeed come from the future, and haven't just dressed like you do. We welcome any sort of proof, but things like a cure for AIDS or cancer, a solution for global poverty, or a cold fusion reactor would be particularly convincing as well as greatly appreciated. (No RSVP required.)
What fun.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Introducing... Miss Eartha Kitt(en)
Meet Eartha.
Black, beautiful, amazing vocal chords...
Grace Jones, another beautiful black woman, probably describes her best:
Black, beautiful, amazing vocal chords...
Grace Jones, another beautiful black woman, probably describes her best:
"feeling like a woman, looking like a man"...
- Pull Up to the Bumper
Eartha's Dizzy's sister. I mean, we call her a girl , but she's actually a boy. Long story.
The other day I found her sleeping here - in my chest of drawers - and when she wasn't looking I took this. I just love the paw-under-the-chin move.
Getting into this position in the first place was no mean feat, and it was a first, so I didn't have the heart to move her. She got there by successfully navigating the normal obstacles like a chair and a desk, then she had to wait for a moment when I left the right drawer open, and finally, I had to leave the room so she could do her stealth kitty moves to ascend to her perch. From the expression on her face she seems happy about the fruits of her labour.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Keep Throwing Chickens To The Reptiles
Listening: Doug Kenyon covers extraterrestrial intervention, prehistoric technologies, and the suppressed origins of civilization on Mysterious Powers
Mood: Peaceful
One of the latest offerings from the fabulous Stuart Wilde, here in its entirety, as he nails it once again.
Throwing Chickens to the Reptiles
Stuart Wilde
April 2005
Some humans are reptiles—grinning crocodiles. They are ice cold inside and they have a disdain for humanity. I love them. I like watching them. They don’t stand a chance long-term but that is what fascinates me. On Friday night in our local bar the lizards gather, all scrubbed-up and posing as normal. They circle each other looking for a feed: young bucks from the stock exchange with an erection to get shot of, and girls in corners, lots of them, animated and giggling, having fun, evaluating offers, waiting for the highest bidder. It reminds me of the bar scene in Star Wars. It’s so much fun.
Reptiles grin a lot, but it gives them away; there is a phony quality to it. A grin that comes from your heart goes all the way through your soul to the outer edges of your smile, while the reptile’s grin stops short, and there is a very feint curled lip to it that marks the reptile’s predatory essence. The curl is usually in the etheric; if you relax your mind and you look carefully, using your feelings to watch and not your logic, you’ll see it. When the reptiles move around they leave an etheric trail; it’s a presence in the force field of a room say, like a wispy cloud of cigarette smoke hanging in the air. You can feel it.
The reptile humans are abducted humans, but they don’t know they have been captured. They pretend to have a mind. In fact they belong to another evolution—a netherworld which stretches down through the floor and below us at 240ยบ.
When the ghouls choose one of their humans to rule, that person usually winds up ruling. They are given the fast track to the top. The trick to the reptiles is to love them and always agree with them and make them right, even when they are wrong. There is never any sense in trying to reason with them or take them on; you can’t appeal to human values and fairness, they are feeders. And anyway, you are only looking at the front man of a dark power, which may be one hundred thousand entities strong. The reptile humans always have their inner world allies and they will get up ahead of you and disadvantage you, and bend the minds of the bosses or the lawyers or judges, or anyone that might have an authority that could offer you a fair shake. It is almost impossible to beat the reptiles.
When dealing with the reptile human the trick is to throw them a chicken and keeping throwing chickens for as long as it takes. Tell them they are marvelous and right, and decent and fair, and tell them what a great contribution and energy they provide for others. Tell them they are a savior. Make them into mini-gods. That is what they want to hear. You’ll find they will rob your energy very quickly. But suffer it for a bit and keep throwing chickens, just keep telling them they are right and marvelous, it doesn’t cost you anything. Throw chickens, when they are full, flee.
Your only real defense is to keep your distance. Try not to be involved romantically, socially or in business. They will pretend to be decent but they will always eat you—remember that. The predators don’t ever change. It’s their evolution. There aren’t any crocodiles without teeth. If you are not lunch today, you’ll be dinner tomorrow; humans are just items on the reptile’s list. The reptiles sometimes have a dark blob on their cheek, it’s usually about two inches in diameter just a little bigger than a silver dollar. It hovers frantically, jiggling about up and down. It also travels around their face, so you’ll see the blob near their nose and seconds later it has drifted up under one eye and so forth. In darkened rooms like a nightclub you can see it sometimes, but in daylight it disappears from view. It’ s the mark of the beast in the sense that it is a blot on their soul that they carry about with them—a marking that they have put on themselves over time. Nothing much is hidden in the etheric; it’s all there to see. The human reptiles own this world and they control it in every minute detail. They make the laws, control the wealth and write the news. They are the ones that are chosen and elevated and endowed and placed into power. And their allies in the inner world guard all the doors, even the religious and spiritual ones, nothing moves without their permission. Take a lot of chickens, you can’t win.
But… there is always a but…
Now after ten thousand years, the reign of endless, cruel kings and queens that have been sustained by the unseen, lower kingdom, is about to change. The human reptiles will eventually fall and their world will be carried away, the only thing left at the end is the sound of water.
That is why I watch them, they are doomed. I feel for them. They can’t get rid of that blob, they don’t know it is there. And they can’t warm their blood, they don’t know how, and sadly, they can’t run as there is nowhere to hide. They are in the arm of an unseen forces and they are frozen in time, marked for life.
I feel for them…love them, as I said, just love them. It probably won’t help you or them one bit, but what else can one suggest? Anyway, we won’t see many of them for thousands of years, so as well as always making them right, throwing chickens and buttering them up all of the time, you might want to take a minute to say a silent goodbye.
But….there is always a but….
They are like the character Jack Torrance in The Shining, they will be back. Then again, so will we.
Cluck, cluck.
© Stuart Wilde 2005
www.stuartwilde.com
Mood: Peaceful
One of the latest offerings from the fabulous Stuart Wilde, here in its entirety, as he nails it once again.
Throwing Chickens to the Reptiles
Stuart Wilde
April 2005
Some humans are reptiles—grinning crocodiles. They are ice cold inside and they have a disdain for humanity. I love them. I like watching them. They don’t stand a chance long-term but that is what fascinates me. On Friday night in our local bar the lizards gather, all scrubbed-up and posing as normal. They circle each other looking for a feed: young bucks from the stock exchange with an erection to get shot of, and girls in corners, lots of them, animated and giggling, having fun, evaluating offers, waiting for the highest bidder. It reminds me of the bar scene in Star Wars. It’s so much fun.
Reptiles grin a lot, but it gives them away; there is a phony quality to it. A grin that comes from your heart goes all the way through your soul to the outer edges of your smile, while the reptile’s grin stops short, and there is a very feint curled lip to it that marks the reptile’s predatory essence. The curl is usually in the etheric; if you relax your mind and you look carefully, using your feelings to watch and not your logic, you’ll see it. When the reptiles move around they leave an etheric trail; it’s a presence in the force field of a room say, like a wispy cloud of cigarette smoke hanging in the air. You can feel it.
The reptile humans are abducted humans, but they don’t know they have been captured. They pretend to have a mind. In fact they belong to another evolution—a netherworld which stretches down through the floor and below us at 240ยบ.
When the ghouls choose one of their humans to rule, that person usually winds up ruling. They are given the fast track to the top. The trick to the reptiles is to love them and always agree with them and make them right, even when they are wrong. There is never any sense in trying to reason with them or take them on; you can’t appeal to human values and fairness, they are feeders. And anyway, you are only looking at the front man of a dark power, which may be one hundred thousand entities strong. The reptile humans always have their inner world allies and they will get up ahead of you and disadvantage you, and bend the minds of the bosses or the lawyers or judges, or anyone that might have an authority that could offer you a fair shake. It is almost impossible to beat the reptiles.
When dealing with the reptile human the trick is to throw them a chicken and keeping throwing chickens for as long as it takes. Tell them they are marvelous and right, and decent and fair, and tell them what a great contribution and energy they provide for others. Tell them they are a savior. Make them into mini-gods. That is what they want to hear. You’ll find they will rob your energy very quickly. But suffer it for a bit and keep throwing chickens, just keep telling them they are right and marvelous, it doesn’t cost you anything. Throw chickens, when they are full, flee.
Your only real defense is to keep your distance. Try not to be involved romantically, socially or in business. They will pretend to be decent but they will always eat you—remember that. The predators don’t ever change. It’s their evolution. There aren’t any crocodiles without teeth. If you are not lunch today, you’ll be dinner tomorrow; humans are just items on the reptile’s list. The reptiles sometimes have a dark blob on their cheek, it’s usually about two inches in diameter just a little bigger than a silver dollar. It hovers frantically, jiggling about up and down. It also travels around their face, so you’ll see the blob near their nose and seconds later it has drifted up under one eye and so forth. In darkened rooms like a nightclub you can see it sometimes, but in daylight it disappears from view. It’ s the mark of the beast in the sense that it is a blot on their soul that they carry about with them—a marking that they have put on themselves over time. Nothing much is hidden in the etheric; it’s all there to see. The human reptiles own this world and they control it in every minute detail. They make the laws, control the wealth and write the news. They are the ones that are chosen and elevated and endowed and placed into power. And their allies in the inner world guard all the doors, even the religious and spiritual ones, nothing moves without their permission. Take a lot of chickens, you can’t win.
But… there is always a but…
Now after ten thousand years, the reign of endless, cruel kings and queens that have been sustained by the unseen, lower kingdom, is about to change. The human reptiles will eventually fall and their world will be carried away, the only thing left at the end is the sound of water.
That is why I watch them, they are doomed. I feel for them. They can’t get rid of that blob, they don’t know it is there. And they can’t warm their blood, they don’t know how, and sadly, they can’t run as there is nowhere to hide. They are in the arm of an unseen forces and they are frozen in time, marked for life.
I feel for them…love them, as I said, just love them. It probably won’t help you or them one bit, but what else can one suggest? Anyway, we won’t see many of them for thousands of years, so as well as always making them right, throwing chickens and buttering them up all of the time, you might want to take a minute to say a silent goodbye.
But….there is always a but….
They are like the character Jack Torrance in The Shining, they will be back. Then again, so will we.
Cluck, cluck.
© Stuart Wilde 2005
www.stuartwilde.com
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