Heal Yourself, Heal the World

Listening: Dr Bruce Lipton on the Contact Talk Radio archives

Feeling: Joyous and healthy.

Tanit by Christina Bryer

I've been wanting to write this post ever since last Monday night when I described the amazing day I'd had. It turned out to be even more amazing than I could have imagined at the time. But I had to wait, allow some time for processing and then have enough time to actually write something that did justice to the events I'm about to describe. And so much has happened since then I don't really know how I'm going to condense it all, but this week I've seen just how powerful the work I'm doing with the Healing Codes can be, coupled with a deepening connection to my intuition. It's been confirmed to me again and again and again.

And I can now report that I also took place in a miracle.

I'm writing this post because of a particular miracle, but I know that I haven't seen just one this week, it's been more like three big ones and several smaller ones. I wasn't kidding when I said that the 5:5 gate was open. I won't have time for it all here, so I'll start with the big one, and we'll get to the others over the next few days. I aoplogize in advance, this is not the shortest post I've ever written, but I think it's one of the most important, so I hope you stay with me for the duration.

I've felt and witnessed how the in-pouring of these new energies are able to assist us right now so I've been working daily to anchor them in my body and my life, with a great deal of success. The only negative side-effects I've really noticed are feeling tired all the time and crying a lot more easily, but that's been easy enough to handle. The crying bit has been quite amusing really, so that helps. I've been speaking to others about it as well, and I hear the same thing coming from them, in varying ways. Regardless of the potential for more-than-usual wobbliness, it's so exciting to see that this is really happening!

To start at the beginning, by last week I got a real glimpse at how invaluable the Healing Codes have become for me. As I heal my body and my heart with the treatments I see how every area of my life is improving as a direct result. I know that this technique isn't going to be for everyone, but I'm so glad I've finally found something that's worked for me.

The famous statement uttered by the Oracle at Delphi, "as above, so below" was something I learned when I was probably about 14 or 15, but I only realized a few weeks ago that if I wanted to see real healing in the world around me then I had to begin with myself, and to not be lazy about it this time. I really "got" that "as above, so below" works in reverse too. So seeing the events that have taken place since making that decision unfold the way they have has been a joy, as it seems that not only do I feel great strides are being made internally, my life is outwardly mirroring these advances back to me in unexpected yet wonderful and sometimes miraculous ways.

I've been feeling for the last few months a kind of pressure on me to get this done now, or some kind of window might be missed, so it's been much easier to keep my focus than in tha past. And of course as I see the outer conditions improving it helps even more. I'm being drawn to people or places that will present me the opportunity to test out something I've learned, or confirm to me that I'm on the right path. That's what this post is all about.

On Monday I went to visit Mum at her place. I wanted to see how she was going with her HC's treatments as well as spend some more time with her. It's part of the effort to get our relationship onto solid footing again after years of not seeing much of each other except on Holidays or talking more than superficially.

On the phone earlier that day, she'd said a few friends were coming over, including Father Casey, a Filipino Catholic priest who's been working in Australia for the last two years, and who's also become like a second son to my Mum and her other Filipino friends. I'd never met him before however, so I could detect a level of excitement in her voice when she said she'd be able to introduce us.

When I walked into her house a few hours later I chuckled. It was around 3pm and her friends were there, so the first thing I saw were some heavily-laden plates covered in Filipino food spread out on the kitchen bench, while she and three of her lady friends sat around the dining room table as two of their husbands and Father Casey were in the adjacent living room singing religious songs in Tagalog at the top of their voices on the indoor Karaoke system. The Father was a youthful 30-something with a kind and friendly face and it was obvious that every body there loved and respected him.

My attitude to the Church elite is vastly different to the one I have about the people at the bottom of that pyramid who are generally good-hearted, genuine individuals trying to do their best because they have a deep love of God and compassion for their fellow humans. I could see he was one of those.

It was funny seeing all the women so quiet for once, and it was really funny seeing all the men singing with such abandon while following the words on the screen. I have to admit, it was a bit disarming and kinda cute. I found out later one of them used to work as a cabaret singer in Hong Kong in the 80's so I guess that explains it. It may not be the way I want to live, but I do like the fact that I can walk into my Mum's and see her Priest and a couple of old guys belting out a few numbers in the middle of a Monday afternoon. It's so bloody wholesome.

While I was there I didn't really get to have any one-on-one time with Mum so when she mentioned that a close family friend was in the hospital and would I like to go I said sure, thinking it would be a good way to have some more time with her. We all agreed to meet there later. When we got there Mum and I arrived last and walked in to a room full of people. Father Casey was already there too, putting on a garment to say Mass and give our friend Rudy the Sacrament. So that's why he was at Mum's earlier. They'd asked him to lead some prayers for Rudy in the hospital. It looked serious, and now that I was there I was very glad that I'd agreed to go.

Rudy was always the life of the party. A slightly eccentric, quick-witted, flamboyant dresser, he was normally gregarious, funny and outspoken, but he looked small and frail propped up on pillows in his bed that day. He was smiling though and seemed peaceful to have all his friends around. My heart overflowed with emotion as I saw and felt all the love that was in the room. It was such a beautiful thing to witness. We were all there to pray for him.

He'd been rushed to hospital the day before as he'd nearly died, and had had emergency surgery on his abdomen. They found a huge tumour and believed it to be cancerous, so when we got there we were literally praying for his life, and I quickly learned that most of the people present believed it was that serious that he could die at any time.

I couldn't help but recognize that I'd been drawn there that day to have an experience that would expand my reality. I'd never been in that situation in hospital before, and it was as confronting as much as it was enlightening.

On the way there I'd mentioned to Mum that if Rudy wanted to, we could do a Healing Codes treatment (I happened to have the manual with me in case Mum had had any questions), but when I saw Father Casey getting his robes on I dismissed the idea entirely. Filipinos are very devout Catholics and I didn't want to interfere with some "out there" (for them) quantum energy healing technique, and I just didn't think they'd be interested anyway. Still, even though I didn't exactly know why, it felt like being there was significant.

Father Casey had brought a portable stereo with him and started by playing a hymn with a line about "walking in the valley of death" (which I thought was a bit harsh), but everyone else seemed ok with that, then he read the gospel for that day, which was actually quite nice. Then we prayed together for Rudy and I thought about what an incredible gift this was for me, to have been welcomed into this group to be able to witness the power of prayer in action.

Seeing all the studies regarding prayer, and knowing about the positive results they've yielded is one thing, but when you see it first-hand, and it involves the life or death of someone close to you, it's another thing entirely. It's a total priveledge to be part of. I looked around the room. Everyone's eyes were closed and I could see an immovable faith etched into their gentle expressions, and an earnestness that I found captivating. I felt proud to be part-Filipino and have such loving, caring, beautiful people as part of my heritage and bloodline. It made me want to nurture that part of me, to bring it out into the world even more. My long-departed Dad is Scottish, and although I love the Scots fiercely, the main thing I learned from that side of my family as I grew up was a great sense of humour and how to make porridge and a killer stew. But then again, it's the fact I have the best of both these worlds in me that makes me so utterly fabulous.

After the prayers, we were all sitting around chatting quietly when, to my surprise, Mum said to Rudy that I had a self-healing technique that I wanted to show him, if he would like. To my further amazement he was very open to the idea so I quickly gathered myself and went to his bedside. Now, this was probably a bit of a surprise to the other people there as well, as the few that knew me think of me a DJ, as that's been my main source of income for twenty years, and the other people there only knew me as "Lily's daughter" and hadn't met me before. And there I was, all Florence Nightingale and acting like I did this every day, asking Rudy questions about how he was feeling, where it hurt, whether he felt frustrated or upset at all etc etc.

We went through some other stuff so I could work out the correct protocols and then we were ready. While this had been going on, everyone had been watching us quite intently, and I could feel their curiosity rising as we progressed, as if I were a barometer monitoring the temperature getting higher in the room. As I'd worked in groups before with the Healing Codes and found how much more effective that was, I knew by then that they'd all go for it if I suggested we do the treatment together.

Everyone seemed quietly excited to be doing something new and different (one should never assume anything eh?), including Father Casey, which was great, so I guided everybody through the steps and while everyone's eyes were closed I took another look around the room and gave thanks for what was taking place. I felt the power of our combined energies fill the space once again and could see that everybody there could feel it working too, including Rudy. I counted how many of us were in the room. Thirteen!

It was so satisfying on so many levels. I realized that both Father Casey and I had been drawn there that day, directly and indirectly, by Rudy's prayer for healing. And in a way, Father Casey represented the best from the past Piscean Age and what organized religion had symbolized. That of devotion, faith, and trust in God's plan.

I, on the other hand, felt like I represented the incoming Aquarian Age, with the awakening of the Christed energies within each one of us, a new attitude of self-discipleship, and yes, even a touch of quantum Star-Trek type healing. It was such a cool thing to be part of. And it was happening on the full moon 5:5 stargate! Maybe that will help provide more of an insight into the un-ending stream of thoughts that were jostling for attention as they swirled around my brain at that moment. But more importantly than that was what I was feeling. You can only imagine....

After everyone had had a moment after the treatment I could see a softness had descended onto their faces that confirmed for me that a transformation had taken place within all of us. Everyone was smiling, even if they were slightly mystified by what had just happened. Later, a couple of the older ladies accosted me as we left, demanding that I leave the instructions with Mum. Funny. (I didn't leave them though. They'll have to wait until I'm a certified practitioner.)

Rudy, meanwhile, had perked up instantly. His doctors had told him which signs to look for so he knew that his organs were waking up again after his operation, and he said he could feel the life returning to that area. I knew beyond any doubt that a tremendous healing had occurred. It was pretty hard not to cry (bloody full moon).

When we left the hospital, Mum and I finally had our chance to talk. It was so nice. First we spent some time at one of my Aunts for tea, then later we sat in her car for ten minutes as I waited for my train. After some general conversation about our day, she turned to me and said that she'd noticed a good change in me. She said I seemed happier, more peaceful and focussed, and that the kind, loving girl she used to know seemed to be back again. I had never stopped being that, but she had stopped seeing it coming from me, and until that moment I hadn't realized how much, because of all the stuff I used to let stand in the way. She was seeing me again, as I really am, and that for me, was the second miracle I witnessed that day. Then she told me she loved me "her daughter", and how proud I'd made her then gave me the kind of hug I been longing to receive from her for years. It always helps to impress the Priest if your Mum's Catholic, I'm telling you! When she held me I felt the deep love between us that had been absent, as well as her respect and her admiration. I haven't felt peace like that for a long time. I couldn't have asked for more.

Over the next few days I thought about the results of Rudy's biopsy. He had set a very clear intent in the hospital. He wanted to live. I think that the people who do come back after a near death experience like Rudy did is because they can see the value in the experience of having become ill. They see why things have happened and what needs to change.

In Rudy's case, after the gospel was read, Father Casey asked Rudy if he felt it was relevant to him. The gospel that day was the story of how it is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of the needle than it is for a rich man to enter heaven. Rudy replied that when he was dying, he didn't think about his house, or any of his material possesions at all, he just thought about living, and the people he loved. If you knew Rudy, you'd know this was a big lesson for him, as he's a consummate collector of "stuff" to the extent that navigating a clear path through it all in his house (beautiful as it is), can be hairy. There's so much of it.

So, it was clear to him that nearly dying had brought home the fact that he needed to correct a huge imbalance in his life where money, possessions and image were concerned. If anything, the Healing Codes treatment reinforced that and also helped create a stronger physical profile in the short-term for more rapid healing to occur. It wasn't the cancer that needed to be cured, it was his belief that he needed all that stuff to be ok. It's amazing what happens when you approach healing at this level. Miracles can and do occur. Rudy was out two days later, and three days later we found out his tests came back negative.

I thought about the quantum field when I heard the news. I thought about all those infinite possibilities that exist out there, in parallel realities where all possible outcomes reside. Until we observe them that is. And as they resonate with our individual frequencies, we find the outcome we resonate with the most and make it concrete.

Have a blessed day.

Past Life Generator

Listening: Paul Bennewitz on Dreamland

Feeling: Glad to be home after the disco. A cup of tea and both kitties are nearby.

This is one of the most fun things I've ever found on the internet, and it's uncannily accurate! Find out about your last incarnation and then work out all your friends.

Here's what the Past Life Generator said for me (love the broken English):

I do not know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation. You were born somewhere around territory of modern South New Zealand approximately on 1850. Your profession was medic, surgeon, herbalist.

Your brief psychological profile in that past life: You had mind of a scientist, always seeking new explanations. Environment often misunderstood him, but respected his knowledge.

Lesson, that your last past life brought to present: Magic is everywhere around you, in most usual, most ordinary incidents. Your lesson -- to learn magic and to help people to see it clearly. You are magician!

I love saying that last line like the host off Iron Chef. It has so much more impact, especially if you follow it with the image of one of the Iron Chef's twirling their carving knives while making swishing sounds in the air. See?

I sent the link to about a hundred friends yesterday and so far all the reports coming in have been hilarious. Every single one of my gay friends was a woman in their last life (and I've got a lot of gay friends), and the best ones so far were a) my friend The Merkin, who was a female Latin dancer, and another friend AJ who said he was born in the year 000 and worked as a minion for the forces of darkness. You gotta go!

On a more serious note, there is a whole branch of astrology dedicated to understanding past lives through the "nodes" in one's chart and some other fancy stuff like that.

I believe each person's bithdate is much more important than we give it credit for. It is fixed forever, and we all know that it can give us a clearer idea about who we are in this life, so why not about past or future lives? Anyway, I like that think that these little readings contain images which act like triggers. They can help us open up to a deeper understanding about who might be, and what gifts we may have brought into this life based on the lessons learned the last time around. The details you are given aren't really as important as how the images the words create make you FEEL, so keep that in mind, but most of all have fun.

Another Dead Scientist

Listening: Michael Tsarion on Coast to Coast am. HOTT.

Feeling: Shocked that this story is STILL not making headlines.

Prediction: This story has got to break within the next two months.

Well, this is what you call blogging in action.

A man was discovered dead today outside the Baylor Medical College in Houston, Texas, with six or seven bullet holes in his body. His body had been dumped there, in front of the busy college during the daylight hours. This hasn't made it to the papers yet.

It has been learned that he was a scientist working at the college and that he'd been doing some research on the human genome. His name has not yet been released as this news is so fresh his family still hadn't been informed at the time of the report I heard a couple of hours ago.

So yet another one to go down. My prayers go out to his family as well as the families of the other 2005 victims so far:

David Banks, age 55. Died: May 8, 2005. Another Auusie to go down. He was working on infectious diseases. Died in a plane crash. Microbiologist.

Dr. Douglas James Passaro, age 43. Died April 18, 2005. Cause of death unknown. Epidemiologist/Microbiologist.

Todd Kauppila, age 41. Died: May 8, 2005. 2005. Cause of death: hemorrhagic pancreatitis. Worked at Los Alamos National Labs in the US on top secret projects.

Geetha Angara, age 43. Died: February 8, 2005. A Chemist, she was found dead in a water treatment tank at the lab where she worked in New Jersey.

Jeong H. Im, age 72. Died: January 7, 2005. Stabbed to death multiple times and left in the trunk of a burning car. Microbiologist.

Heads-up, people.

The total count (that we know of) is now up to around 55 dead scientists in 4 years. How many Iraqi or other Arab scientists have also died? And what kind of a climax is this building up to?

read more here

Dancefloor Etiquette Tip #4

"No talking on the Dancefloor!"

There are serious dancers doing their thang out there and it's just not cool to hang out in the middle of the dancefloor, drink in one hand, having a deep and meaningful with some long lost disco friend who is just as out of it as you. I know as I have done this on several occassions.

Now, if you are up for a bit of a partay this Friday night, then please come along to Wonderland as we're putting on a bit of a special evening.

We are asking for a gold coin donation at the door for the Kylie Minogue Breast Cancer Foundation and the fabulous Millie Minogue is doing a show at 2AM. There is also a live PA by Patricia Patterson at 3AM, and DJs on the night are :

10:00-12:00 FernanDITO
12:00-2:00 Dave Jago
2:00-4:00am Arlen De Silva
4am - close Liz Millar

Soho Lane, Prahran. RSVP stargate@timeisart.net

Problem - Reaction - Solution

Where have you seen this before?

Problem: Create the "enemy".
In this case we have a sly feline who's attempting to divert our attention away from himself, by planting the idea into our heads that the cute, hairy canine is actually the fiend in question.

Reaction: Invoke public outrage.
"How dare that doggy!"

Solution: Declare war on cute little dogs while the felines continue to be part of a covert agenda of spying, mind-control and enslavement of the human race that's been going on for thousands of years (think Egypt).

This crafy kitty thinks he's pretty clever, trying to throw us off his trail by spreading disinformation like this...but all real cat-lovers know better don't we? The Pleiadians do too.

"Animals were designed to be your companions, to occupy the space to teach, show, and share the way with you. The animals are a biogenetic creation based upon genes that were gathered from many different solar systems and planets. Their creation allows representatives from those systems to have a genetic link to Earth and therefore the ability to peer into and broadcast into this world. This facet of creation has never really been understood.

....Some of the animals here are utilized as transmitters. Your cats are direct transmitters of information to a species of consciousness that uses cats to monitor you."

Barbara Marciniak - Earth, Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library (Bear & Co, 1994)

Stargate Activations are Cool

Listening: Eating Swans; TastingMenu.com; Stouts and Ales; Protein for Vegetarians; Spice It Up and OC Vietnamese - Gustavo Arellano heads to the OC for some great Vietnamese cuisine and Ben Schott tells a tale of a swan feast gone awry in England, among other things. Archived at Good Food, KCRW in L.A.

Feeling: Pretty good except for a slightly swollen gum. Using amethyst, aquamarine and rhodochrosite crystals (handheld) to reduce the inflammation, in conjunction with the HC's and they're working beautifully.


The 5:5 gate is OPEN people.

The full moon has ushered in a whole new set of frequencies that are available to us now and for me, it has brought with it one of the most profound, joyous, blessed, tearful, triumphant days I've ever created. It's too soon to write about it; I really need to let this settle for awhile. It was that incredible.

No doubt I'll be raring to go with some rest behind me though. I'm exhausted, but quietly victorious. It's damn good. Looking forward to the full moon meditation at 6:08 am Melbourne time.

*The purpose of these stargates is to infuse and ground a powerful new creative matrix into the Planet. How this will affect you will be generally in a very positive way, if you are able to hold your consciousness at the Fifth Dimensional level.

You may find:
Increased energy and direction to focus on your creative passions. You will feel increasingly supported by this new energy as you explore your potential as a 5th Dimensional creator.

Relationships: These may become deeper and more meaningful as you explore the blessed energies of the new Soulmate unions. Many of you will have to release old relationships to make way for new and more balanced relationships.

Work: Many of you will experience sudden changes in job or career direction, as the new energy gives you new direction. You will increasingly feel the need to take risks in order to follow your passions and explore your dreams.

The Return of Excitement and Joy: As the energies settle you may increasingly find that sense of anticipation and excitement that you used to feel. Gradually, the joy will begin to return into your lives as you settle into the new Fifth-Dimensional way of life.

from http://www.starchild.co.za/stargates.html

"We Are the Dolphins"

Listening: Greg Bishop on Dreamland.com

Feeling: A bit Dolphin, actually.

My deepest thanks to everybody who participated in the 11:11 meditation with me today. I could feel you out there, and I hope that your experience was as delightful as mine.

I ended up having such a lovely time the first time that later today when I was doing my Healing Codes, Dizzy was nearby so I did it again so he could get a healing too. The HC's are fantastic on pets and babies by the way. I sent the green and ruby rays outlined in the meditation through his body and when I asked him if he could feel it, he closed his eyes, buried his head near my armpit on my heart side, and just stayed there blissfully, not moving, which I think was a yes. Here he is hanging out in one of his numerous nests dotted around the garden (that he likes building every Autumn), bless him. Check out the depth of it!

I remember waking up from a sort of half-sleep about an hour before the meditation was to begin and managed to retain a few of the quickly-evaporating dream fragments I could transfer to my waking mind before they all became mist, and tried desperately to find more after I realized I'd just been having a dream where I was talking to someone about dolphins.

I was being interviewed while we were sitting in a boat on the ocean, and as we talked I put a series of items into a bag that I had with me. The only detail I can remember about it is that I put a bunch of bananas in it and said, "That's for the Mayans," (if there are any dream experts out there I suspect that that is quite a funny example of dream symbolism), as if I were cataloguing some of their/my history. This was accompanied in the dream by a sense of importance to what I was doing. I was asked another question. The next thing I knew I was on the bottom of the seabed, and a dolphin was swimming towards me, while another one swam around my feet. I could still hear the person I was with asking me questions. There was something like, "Do you have any dolphins?", to which my response was a very quick,"Oh yes, I have a pod of 18-20 dolphins". I meant it like they were a pod of dolphins I knew or communicated with. Interesting. Then I took in a deep breath, which seemed quite normal even though I was underwater, and woke up.

I could be forgiven for manufacturing dolphin dreams more than usual lately as ever since I found Joan Ocean's site, learned about her work and listened to all her interviews on Dolphinville Radio at least twice, I've noticed dolphins have been showing up in my life all the time lately, in sometimes really funny ways.

When I saw Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy a few weeks back I was so thrilled with the way they treated the opening sequence with the Dolphins. It was superb, and I know Douglas Adams is totally down with dolphin intelligence, so it was really validating to see that up on the big screen. And all that stuff about them being smarter than us is very true. Next to the Whales, who have the biggest brains of any animal on the planet, they have abilities we can only dream of. I grew up adoring the Hitchhiker's book, the BBC radio and TV series, so it was a great moment in my cinema-going history. "So long and thanks for all the fish", is also something I've said at many partings, whether the person I was addressing knew the reference or not. Just for a laugh.

The dolphin thing was further reinforced during my childhood with Flipper, of course, and now as an adult, I find it even more baffling that Cetaceans haven't as yet been recognized by humanity as another group of sentient beings on this planet.

A couple of the most amazing things about their physiology is that they have what appears to be a human skeleton that has been adapted for the water, like their hand and feet bones in their fins, which shows how closely related we are to them. Their teeth are incredible too. Check out this fantastic animation that shows how their teeth grow according to 13 moon/28 day calendar!

Did you hear about last year's amazing court case "Cetaceans vs. Bush"? This was so awesome, and it's for real! Unfortunately it got thrown out of court, but just the fact that people are really trying to stand up for this community who is suffering terribly, is wonderful to see. At least it highlights the problem so more people will become aware of some of the ear-shattering sonar testing being carried out by the Naval communities that is literally exploding the eardrums of dolphins and whales inside their heads. Sounds horrible doesn't it? Imagine living with that every day. You could forgive them for having thought just like this. Not that they do.

As the upcoming ET/Dolphin Civilization conference in Hawaii draws nearer, I find myself thinking about it more and more, wishing there were a way I could go. It's funny, when I first wrote about it here I got on the phone and made some calls, got myself some extra work to hopefully get enough together to be able to attend, but now I've got the work I can't leave! I'm really not that bothered as there'll be another one next year, and Joan has got all kinds of seminars and tours with the dolphins happening all the time, so when I get to go to Hawaii I'm sure it'll be just the right time.

The other thing that's been happening is that I think I can feel some kind of communication between myself and them brewing. The other day when I was doing a Healing Codes treatment, I swear the words, "We are the Dolphins. We come in love and peace," popped into my mind! I was like,"Huh? Where the hell did that come from?" Initially I put it to a bit of Dolphin overload or something but now that I've had that dream...

Some other strange things have been happening too. I've noticed that for the last couple of days, whenever I've done a treatment, I'll notice a sort of change in the air around me. It's as though the density of the air has changed - words are difficult to find - the air seems silkier and a bit water-like! And today I got a strange kind of low pulsing in my head for a couple of minutes (only on the right side), which I've never experienced before, but I think it's all connected in some strange way. Who knows? I must say it's all quite intriguing though. Looking forward to seeing what happens next.

A Cat's Life

In a parallel universe where cats walk on two legs

and rule the Earth,

we find freedom of speech alive and well.

Holding the Balance at the Second 5:5 Gate

Listening: "Now Then" - A double CD lovingly mixed by my friend Simon in London featuring some of the hottest deep house tracks rocking all the right dancefloors. The post has been kind.

Feeling: Blissfully content. Toby just got home.

Today was a pretty wonderful day. After years of clashing, my mother and I finally laid it all to rest. We spent the day together, cooked some beautiful food and just enjoyed each other's company without anyone else around.
I'm so happy this has happened. I feel as though I've wanted this my whole life.

What can I say? It's those Healing Codes again. She's been doing them for about a week now and she's definitely noticed a difference. She's been eating really well and has lost about 3 kilos, and her blood pressure has already come down which is encouraging, as she's been on high blood pressure medication for the last 20 years, much to my dismay and frequent objections as her heart has become swollen. I'd been hoping that she would give the HC's a go, especially as I knew it would help bring us closer together, and to see that it has done that has been incredibly healing for both of us.

And just in case you didn't see it here earlier, I just found out that if you click on this link I can issue a gift certificate that will get you $100 off the price of the Healing Codes pack. in addition they offer an unconditional, money-back guarantee (which was a deciding factor for me, so I thought I should share it with you). Cool, huh?

After I finished uploading yesterday's post I checked my mail and THIS had just arrived minutes earlier.Talk about having the universe come along and validate everything I had just said (and felt), again!

Now don't go thinking I'm going to start posting channeled messages here as a habit, but when I read this it was like reading my recent life story, and I'm sure there are others out there who'll read this and it will be the same for them. I hope you derive as much solace from it as I did. Hey, you're not going mad after all! There is a shift going on. You know it's been happening. It's happening right now. Time is warping, the veil between the dimensions is becoming thinner, and people are finally waking up to themselves.

This is exactly what I came here for.


"Holding the Balance at the Second 5:5 Gate - Monday 23rd May"
Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn.

Dearest Lightworkers,

The energy that has poured through the first 5:5 gate onto your Planet has been incredibly powerful and very difficult to handle. Many of you have been feeling the effects as you struggle to hold your balance on the Physical level. The 5:5 energy moves and penetrates deeply into the physical, and requires that the body and the spirit be in balance to flow with the energy.

You have felt, have you not, the effects of this testing of your balance. Some of you have felt severe physical symptoms and pains, including pains in the chest, abdomen and lower areas of the body. Some have felt emotional imbalances, mood swings and depressions. Others have had to deal with shocks and upsets to the point where you feel that life is testing you to the extreme.Indeed, dearest ones, you are being asked to see where you need to hold the balance in your own lives.

So many of you in your contemporary culture have lost touch with your physical and emotional realities. You live in your heads, and suppress the emotional and physical flows. What is happening at this time is that you are being compelled to face up to your physical and emotional realties through the influx of the 5:5 energy and its powerful effects on the physical levels of the human body.

The key, Dearest Lightworkers, is BALANCE. Where your life is out of balance, you will feel it now. And you will have to deal with and process whatever feelings and issues are still repressed on a deep level. It is the balance between body and spirit, and learning to give the body and its needs and feelings as much attention as you give the mental and spiritual aspects of yourselves.

It is learning to be in your bodies, and to celebrate your physical existence on this beautiful planet. And to accept the flows of life, and to learn to cease creating dramas of pain and suffering. All these things are part of the reality parameters of the 5th and 6th dimensions that you are learning right now.

And for many of you, learning to accept the nature of endings, whether of relationships or of lives of dear ones, has been a part of this process. Learning to live lightly, to allow endings, but to have a deep appreciation of love and life while they are there. To love and support others where you can, but also knowing when to let go if you cannot. Always remembering that Spirit and the Higher Aspect of each person and each being on the Planet will ensure that everyone is cared for and held in light, no matter how hard things may seem on the outer level.

Dearest ones, this message is to bring you comfort in these difficult times, but also to ask that you continue to hold the inner balance that you are working with now. For the second influx of 5:5 energy at the Full Moon on the 23rd will be even more powerful. It is necessary that you find your center and hold your peace. Be grounded in your physical body, be aware of your feelings and your emotions, whatever they are, but also hold the knowing that you are cared for and loved and held by the Higher Levels.

It is your choice, as conscious creators and human angels, to allow this process so that you can learn to hold the energies, not only for yourselves on the individual level, but also for your planet on the Collective Level. Yes, it is hard, but many of the things that you are letting go of now are things that needed to move out of your lives. Changes that needed to be made, but were not, because you were not in touch enough with your deep feelings.

These deep feelings have emerged now like a volcano, and the eruption is washing away whatever is not needed in your lives any longer. And producing the mirror into which you may look and see your own reality creation.

If you do not like what you see, dearest ones, then choose again. This is the great gift. Nothing is permanent, and you can keep choosing again and again. As you change and grow, so your reality will change and grow. This process of flux and flow has been lost to you for many lifetimes, since you created 3D structures that were solid enough to hold back the flows and produce the illusion of permanence.

But now that you have moved into the 5th Dimension and higher, you are reconnecting with the natural cosmic flows and pulses that bring change and growth on ever higher spirals of existence.

Can you learn to celebrate the changes, and let go with gratitude and grace? It will be your perspective and attitude to life that will determine how you are able to hold your energy at the second 5:5 gate on the 23rd May.

We, on the Higher Dimensions, are here to support you as you learn to hold your inner balance while the waves of creative cosmic light swirl around you and over you, bringing the changes that you all have helped to create on the Planet.

For more details click here and here.

Hey Liz, I Heard You Were In a Cult!

Listening: "Alchemical Healing" author Nicki Scully on The X-Zone Radio Show archives.

Mood: Ready for bed but wanting to write...into the BOLDness we go.

A few months ago I was innocently minding my own business near the bar at Wonderland where I DJ on Fridays and a disco acquaintance of mine said that she's seen me zooming around the streets of Melbourne on my bike a lot lately. I don't have a car, so it's my only form of transport, but I really love using it to zip around my 'hood. Then she blurted out, "I heard you were in a cult!" at which point I burst out laughing, wondering what kind of cult asks its members to subscribe to a life of cycling. I said, "Yep. I'm in a cult", pretty dryly as I choked a bit on my vodka.Then I walked off giggling not knowing whether I'd really convinced her of my innocence or not.

I told Toby at home later, much to his amusement and he said, "yeah, let's call ourselves the Cunt-arians." Well we both fell on the floor in fits and now my friend Gina has even contributed a fitting slogan - we only eat pussy!
Who wants to sign up?

Anyway, at the risk of sounding like I am in a cult, I'm going to go ahead and publish this post.

On Sunday I had a catharsis. I went to an all-day Dru Yoga workshop with Anita who runs the yoga school where I teach, and even though I was a bit miffed at times with the teaching style and beginners level exercises we were doing, I still had a fantastic time. I hadn't done a full day of yoga for awhile and I could feel my body thanking me as we worked through the postures.

It was interesting to observe my reactions throughout the day. I wondered why I was letting myself get annoyed by certain things but put it down to a slight touch of ego, as I think that the way I was taught to teach yoga is the best method of course, and tried to let it go. I did ok until they spent the last ten minutes of the workshop itemising all the things they were selling though, which always gets me, but it was ok because the day was over.

When I got home I sat down at my computer to check my mail and found a post with a channeled message from the ascended master Kuthumi, from a reliable channel, Michelle Eloff. I began to read. I was on guard I guess you could say, for any signs that it was really just some nasty low-level disinformation, as there is a quite a bit of it out there, and if you are naive, you can get quite sucked in to all kinds of ludicrous ideas.

Even now, as I am just about to describe what happened to me, there's still a microscopic part of me that thinks, "Oh this is just a load of bullshit", but I know that's just my ego getting in the way again, trying to keep the status quo. Really, there's a much larger part of me that is screaming,
"What I experienced was real and valuable, so fuck it."

At the beginning of the post was a note from the person who sent it in, stating that even though the information came through in March (on the Equinox), "you will still be affected by the energy integration and will experience a similar experience to the actual participants by reading it."

I kept an open mind on that tip and tried to read the post with my feelings, to try to tune in to the frequency behind the words I was reading. It's such a good thing to do because you bypass the left brain and go straight to the frequencies that are being generated inside you. If you trust yourself enough there is no better way to navigate safely around the world, no matter where you are, as your instincts are never wrong.

The further into it I went, the more I began to resonate with what was being said. I tried to pick holes in it, tried to see whether the intent was Dark masquerading as Light, tried to detect any seeds of doubt in my mind, but could find none. Then I got to a passage about a third of the way down that really got me.

"Lady Kwan Yin also represents the feminine energy of your sacral chakra, and your water element. She holds the feminine Goddess expressive force of creativity, and stands alongside another very powerful being of light, known as the Lord of Manifestation, Lord Hilarion. He too comes forward to hold you during this time. He brings with him the Ruby ray of light, to bring healing to your base chakra, and to open every necessary portal within your base chakra, so that you may come to experience full healing, total release, and the complete integration of your fifth dimensional body. He brings with him the consciousness of energy that shall bring you into the point of power required to hold you within the pillars of light which create the new templates for your world; the four pillars of Victory consciousness, Prosperity consciousness, Trust consciousness and Unconditional Love consciousness."

Now of course I had read a lot before I got to this passage, so I had been building up to it, but it was at this point I spontaneously burst into tears. Why was I crying? Because it was just what I wanted to hear. Of course I want to live in a world based on those concepts, but as soon as I realized that that was what I wanted to hear my logical mind sprang into action saying, "Don't believe it, don't believe a word of it". Naturally I was torn but continued to read and it just got worse and worse. The tears would NOT stop. The part of me that was observing myself lose it like this was very calm, but a touch puzzled. "What was happening to me? Why was I having this extreme reaction to a simple channelled message? Why was I fighting the feelings I was having? Why couldn't I trust this as much as I wanted to?" These questions floated like lone icebergs amongst the tumult of raging emotions I was trying to understand.

Anyway, I got to some instructions for a meditation that was outlined in the message, and as I always look for "new Information" in these types of communications I was thrilled at the level of consciousness that had devised it. It was simply beautiful. It involved activating certain chakra centres in the body with the assistance of the ascended masters, while incorporating certain crystal energies or "rays". It was probably the information about the crystals that finally convinced me to go with what I was reading. There's also some incredible information in the message about gold in particular, and that was the clincher. I have been using crystals long enough to know that the crystals used in the meditation were absolutely the right ones, and as there is so much useless, out-dated information about crystals out there, it was very reassuring, and it supported the rest of the message perfectly.

The Christ Maitreya, has come for the purpose of reminding you of your divine right to be on earth; to remind you of your divine right to feel. These gifts have always been a part of you; they have always been yours.

Today we facilitate the process of assisting each one of you to truly ground your divine right to be on earth, your divine right to feel, and your divine right to be acknowledged as a soul being expressed through a human form.

As someone who had been closely examining her feelings all throughout that day, as well as for the last week due to all the Healing Codes treatments, this passage was particularly pertinent for me. As a starseed I often feel very disconnected from my body and the Earth, so that day of yoga had really done wonders for me in terms of feeling more comfortable in my skin again. It was fantastic to reconnect in that way, and it helped me see very clearly just how important it is to do as much body work as possible when you're going through emotional clearing and healing. You can't forget the body! It is so obvious. I know that's it's possible to heal without the physical work but it usually takes much, much longer (and you don't get quite so fit :)

After reading that passage I wholly gave in to all the emotions I was feeling and the floodgates burst. I don't know where that stuff came from, but man it was deep. I felt loving presences rush to be around me. It felt as though gentle hands were resting on my shoulders, which really helped alleviate the feeling of being quite alone, and far from home. It was so difficult to come to terms with how I was behaving at first and in between back-shaking sobs my higher self would go, "wow that's pretty full-on" in a quietly amused kind of way, and then I'd go back to trying to read the rest of the post from behind tear-soaked lashes.

After about 15 minutes of this and a few crazy things I said out loud that I would rather not repeat here, I calmed down and reviewed what had just happened. I was still reeling a little from the shock of it all but started putting two and two together. I knew that the yoga had done it. All those "dumb" beginners moves had actually helped clear what felt like about a decade's worth of crap all at once. The Healing Codes had started it off, the yoga workshop came at the perfect time for me to get to activate all my chakras and get them spinning properly again, and the frequencies that I tuned into through the channelled message turbo-accelerated the clearing. All of a sudden it all made sense. How could I have ever doubted that I would bring the right things into my life at the right time just as I had done? I had been experiencing synchronicities at every level as soon as I started the Healing Codes again, so why did I have to go through such a dramatic process when I came across this material? For all my talk of reality being frequency-specific to us, I had had to have a cathartic experience like that to really trust the truth of that statement, and myself.

As soon as the thoughts above unfurled in my mind I took a sharp right and began to laugh. I laughed so hard. I couldn't stop laughing in fact and for a brief moment worried that I may actually be on the verge of madness. But no, I had just gone through an ascension experience! I started to cry again, but this time it was from laughing, then I remembered this really funny story that Joan Ocean told in an interview once about a wonderful man she knows. He has this thing with saying "thank you" out loud when things happen to him, good or bad. She said,"He'll even say thank you when he hits his hand with a hammer (laughs), just because he's so grateful to be able to feel", and in that moment I took a leaf out of this mystery man's book and said out loud to the space, and with a huge smile on my face, "Thank you!"

Since then I've really noticed how many areas in my life are improving. Last night's class was fantastic. Having all the new students arrive was a fabulous injection of fresh energy in the class. There are even more coming next week. The theme I chose for the class was "compassion for self", understandably. I know that I'm beginning to broadcast a different message energetically, and how magical it is to see how it's being reflected back to me!

Please join me in meditation too. I would like to invite anyone out there who may be interested to go to Master Kuthumi's channeled message and have a read. I've posted it in five parts on my messageboard as I unfortunately can't find the message on Michelle's site. If you would like me to forward you the text via email, please send a note to: stargate@timeisart.net..

If this material resonates with you please link up with me in meditation on Sunday May 22nd; Blue Cosmic Storm, Spectral Moon, for 30 minutes at 11:11 am Melbourne time (6:11 pm in LA, 9:11pm in NY on Saturday 21st, 1:11 GMT on the 22nd). It really is a very special meditation, so if you'd like to work with me at a reasonably advanced level, I would really love to have you join me when I do the complete meditation for the first time.

If you would like to visit Michelle Eloff's site, there's a virtual cornucopia of similar material over there to investigate. Happy trails.

The Lost Mode Of Prayer

Listening: David Darling discussing teleportation the possibilites of teleporting humans and quantum computers on Coast to Coast Am

Mood: Happily anticipating teaching a great yoga class tonight. Eight new students have booked.

I have mentioned Gregg Braden and his book The Isaiah Effect in previous posts, and as you know I have been using the ancient lost mode of prayer in conjunction to my Healing Codes treatments with much success. Hear an interview with Gregg Braden on News For The Soul as he discusses his discoveries in the Dead Sea Scrolls of the Lost Mode of Prayer.

"Through the words of another time, the ancients invited us to embrace our lost mode of prayer as a consciousness that we become, rather than a prescribed form of action that we perform upon occasion.

In words that are as simple as they are elegant, we are reminded to be "surrounded" by the answer to our prayers and "enveloped" by the conditions that we choose to experience. In the modern idiom, this description suggests to us that to effect change in our world, we are invited to first have the feelings of the change having happened.

As modern science continues to validate a relationship between our thoughts, feelings and dreams with the world that surrounds us, it becomes more likely that a forgotten bridge links our prayers with that of our experience. The beauty of such an inner technology is that it is based upon human qualities that we already possess. From the prophets who saw us in their dreams, we are reminded that in honoring all life, we accomplish nothing less than the survival of our species and the future of the only home we know."

Gregg Braden

Walking My Talk ...Eventually

Listening: Dolphinville Radio live via Photon.net

Feeling: Fabulous

I am so bloody good. I've been dilligently doing my Codes and I've been having all kinds of revelations and physical sensations the last couple of days - it's completely fabulous.

As I said in my last post I want to record some of my experiences with them here, so you can join me right from the start of what I know is going to be an incredible journey. I am so excited about what will unfold along the way. Come on world. I am so ready.

I also wanted to mention something about the link to the Healing Codes website from this page. When I decided to write about my experiences with the Healing Codes on my blog , I discovered that all I had to do to be an affiliate was to was put a special link up on my page, and I would earn a commission. As it wasn't going to cost me anything I thought, why not? I really believe in this company and their product so I have no problem using my blog to promote them (I've had a "normal" link up on my page since January, so it's not like I am doing this to make money - but I'm not going to knock it back either). I sincerely want to share something that has changed my life, and that's why I'm even mentioning this. I don't want what I have to say to come across like I'm trying to sell it, because I'm not, but if you choose to click on this link it may also help me pay my bills, 'k? You could always click on this one though if you're still interested in the information but you're not feeling very giving. I don't mind, just get the info. http://www.thehealingcodes.com/

I'd also like to say a huge thanks to everyone who has emailed me or checked out the Healing Codes website in the last few days. I am really looking forward to hearing about your experiences with them too, or any other healing technique that you have found that is working for you.

So far, the best part of working with the Codes again has been discovering how some of the knowledge I've picked up has actually enhanced the effectiveness of the treatments. Even if you never get to work with them yourself, the information I am about to share can be used by anyone, in any number of ways to create a more uplifting, positive life. I've talked about these things before in previous posts, but using these techniques in addition to the normal protocols for the Healing Codes has been really worthwhile and I've been able to see just what a big difference they can make.

As I listen to many different types of healing practitioners, medical experts, scientists and great thinkers in general on the radio I will often pick up useful bits of information, tips etc, and yesterday I happened to hear a great interview with a woman on Dolphinville Radio who mentioned how her father had recently gotten so very ill that he was hospitalized and one day his doctors informed her that he wouldn't make it through the night. She decided to do some Reiki on him to help him rest more peacefully and she described how she put her hands on his feet and rememebered a visualization that a friend of hers had told her, and began to imagine all the cells in her father's body waking up (he'd been unconscious for 48 hours), picking up musical instruments(!), and playing. She said,"I imagined them playing the song of Life", and she continued to visualize all the different parts of his body waking up from the cells in his feet, up his legs, into his torso and she said that by the time she reached his lungs, he started coughing. She knew then that it was working, but she wasn't doing it to revive him particularly, it was just so he could rest more easily until he passed.

Still she said that while she was doing the Reiki, images of her father returning to Hawaii with her, seeing her home and her friends again came into her mind's eye, which she thought was curious. After awhile she went out with her mother for around 10 minutes to get some coffee and said that when they returned, her father's room was full of nurses and doctors and when they saw her they all looked at her slightly strangely. She said that it wasn't a bad look though and when they stepped back into his room she saw him sitting upright in bed, flirting with the nurses and demanding a cup of coffee as if nothing had happened. Most people would consider that a miracle, but it's amazing what can be achieved with the right intent, an open mind and a good skill.

Anyway, while I was listening I thought it was a beautiful story but like a lot of things I hear on the air, it's great information but I wonder sometimes - when would I ever use that in my own life? Tonight it came back to me though when I started doing my treatment so I used it. WOW. I felt each part of my body start tingling in this really nice way...think champagne bubbles...and while I was holding the image I tried to imagine what the song would sound like. At first it was kind of low and a bit unsure, but soon enough I could hear some beautiful melodies and I realised that no matter how silly something sounds (like imagining all the cells of your body playing a tune), you shouldn't knock it til you've tried it.

One of the other things I'd forgotten that happens when you start doing the Healing Codes is that all kinds of memories surface that you thought were gone, or inconsequential. I expect it's because cellular memories are being accessed and healed during the treatments, but sometimes the most unexpected things will surface! Today I have been working on one of the "core healing categories" which is "goodness". This is another virtue to be instilled (it's like planting a good seed in your heart), and I have been really loving it. Some of the memories that popped back into my mind as I was working were amazing. I was able to look at them in a new light, and I was able to connect the memories to the physical and emotional issues I'm addressing. I just finished an exercise a few minutes ago and my throat centre is still warm and buzzing a little and this time I could feel the ends of my fingers pulsating as I held the hand positions. SO cool. I've been working up to doing the maximum amount of exercises per day that they recommend, so each day I've tried to do at least one more exercise and what I've noticed is that I'm feeling better and better. Certainly much more vitality and inner peace.

On top of that, after I repeated the truth focus statement I'm working with today to myself a few times I let my left brain take a break and I moved into just feeling the frequencies of goodness (or what I perceived them to be), and let them fill my entire being. In the Isaiah Effect by Gregg Braden, he describes an ancient "lost mode of prayer" that is very different to the way most of us pray. Instead of praying for rain, for example, an Indian shaman will "pray rain". That is, rather than supplicate God for rain to come, he imagines how it feels to have rain pouring down over his body, he smells the moisture in the air, he feels the mud in between his toes - as if it were happenng right now. Most importantly, he feels the feelings of gratitude, relief, joy...all the emotions that he would feel - as if it were happening right now. It's such a powerful thing to do. Feelings are the language of the soul after all. Remember what Einstein said:
E=MC2.

That's another way of saying MIND/CONSCIOUSNESS = MATTER. Geddit???

Try it sometime you want to create something. I will never forget the time my computer blew up and I thought I'd lost everything. After several attempts to get it turn on, I stopped what I was doing, stopped freaking out about what I could have lost, and I sat for a couple of minutes imaging how brilliant I would feel when I switched it on the next time and it worked. I imagined seeing my desktop load, and all my programs being intact. At first it wasn't that easy but soon I let myself genuinely feel it, and when I turned it on and it worked - well I been a believer ever since.
More soon.

The Healing Codes

Listening: Dr Cass Ingram on The Power Hour

Mood: Calm and peaceful

The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.

Albert Einstein

What if you never had to get sick ever again? Wouldn't it be great if that could be true? It would be great, except that we have this thing called we call the "logical mind" which is probably getting in the way of that. Isn't it telling you right now that that's impossible? But what if you didn't need doctors, therapists, drug or props of any kind to stay immune from sickness for the rest of your life?

Well, as amazing as it sounds, I have been using something that has shown me that it could be possible. It's a cutting edge energy healing system called The Healing Codes. Yesterday I began working with them again after a two month break (and some slight wobbliness), and I'm so glad I did. It has totally transformed my way of thinking about my health, and for the first time in my life I really believe it might be possible for me to not have to get sick ever again.

I first heard about them when I was listening to Contact Radio one day last December. The hosts, Cameron and Lucia, were interviewing the two doctors behind the Healing Codes, a Dr. Alex Loyd, MS, ND and PhD candidate and Dr. Ben Johnson, MD, DO & NMD. They were talking about a quantum energy healing technique that Dr Loyd had discovered in 2001, and for the last three years they had been validating their research and working with thousands of clients with astonishing results.

The statistics alone said it all. Every single person who had used the Healing Codes for the last three years, following the correct protocols, had recovered from their illnesses no matter how great or small. Terminal diseases such as cancer were typically being healed by week six, and to date, no-one who has continued to do the Healing Codes after their recovery has gotten sick again.

Dr Johnson, who ran a cancer clinic in Atlanta, found the Healing Codes system when he himself was struck down with a fatal disease called Lou Gehrig’s Disease, which usually kills within five years, with no known ten-year survivors. He ended up at one of Dr Loyd's seminars and decided to start treatments straight away. Eight weeks later he was given a clean bill of health. So now he, and a host of others whose lives have been changed by using the Healing Codes themselves, have dedicated their resources, time and energy to help run the company, often for little or no pay. That's also why I am writing this post. I have seen it work in my life too.

When I first began to study quantum theory around 4 years ago, I realised something quite significant. It was that the discoveries that were being made in the quantum world would would revolutionize healing over the next 50-100 years, and as I had been looking around for a healing technique to train in, I knew that it had to incorporate quantum physics.

My background as a yoga student and teacher has been instrumental in showing me the inter-connectedness of all the body systems, both physical and energetic, and as I just love studying health and the body it felt natural to want to take it further by becoming a healing practitioner myself. I knew that it had to be something cutting edge, something that incorporated light/consciousness/EM frequencies into the healing equation. Something a little bit Star Trek.

The scientists were certainly coming up with some mind-boggling stuff - like that the very underpinning of our universe was a heaving sea of energy (the zero point field), and that if that was really true, on the most fundamental level, everything would be connected to everything else.

"Through scientific experiment they'd demonstrated that there may be such a thing as a life force flowing through the universe - what has variously been called collective consciousness or, as theologians have termed it, The Holy Spirit. They provided a plausible explanation of all those areas that over the centuries mankind has had faith in, but no solid evidence of or adequate accounting for, from the effectiveness to alternative medicine and even prayer to life after death. They offered us, in a sense, a science of religion.

Unlike the worldview of Newton or Darwin, theirs was a vision that was life-enhancing. These were ideas that could empower us, with their implications of order and control. We were not simply accidents of nature. There was a purpose and unity to our world and our place within it, and we had an important say in it. What we did and thought mattered - indeed, was critical in creating our world. Human beings were no longer separate from each other. It was no longer us and them. We were no longer at the periphery of our universe - on the outside looking in. We could take our rightful place, back in the centre of our world."

The Field - Lynne McTagggart (Harper Collins, 2001)

Well, I looked at a lot of things. At first I thought I would study with Sharry Edwards, at the Sound Health Research Institute, as the work she has done there should have won her a Nobel Prize years ago. I loved the idea of using sound to heal, but I disliked the cost involved in setting up that kind of practice. Perhaps one day I will pursue this further, but for now I wanted something simpler. I knew it was out there, I just had to find it.

I thought briefly that I might become a Reconnective Therapy practitioner, a Reiki-like healing modality that I've tried, but I don't really like the idea of waving my arms around someone lying prostrate on a table.

I considered Naturopathy, but felt that the training here wasn't the kind of training I wanted, and Dimensional Kinesiology/Kinergetics really appealed until I saw the course fees - $10,000 a year. As I already knew a lot of the background course material I would've felt ripped off, so I didn't go for it, but I really would love to learn it one day with another school or teacher. I've had some amazing success with kinesiology, and recommend it thoroughly, if you can be referred to a good practitioner. I've set my guy up with about six of my friends and they've all gone back.

So, after years of searching (and finding a lot of BS out there), when I heard these two doctors on the radio last year my ears pricked right up. I've become very good at being able to tell when someone is speaking their truth on the air, from years of listening to a LOT of liars, and they were both so genuine and were making so much sense that I slowly became more and more excited as the interview wore on. It sounded exactly like what I was looking for.

They mentioned how the technique targeted certain healing centres in the brain, particularly the hypothalamus (which also had a starring role in What the Bleep), by triggering it to send peptides that would relieve stress and trauma that we all carry around down to the cellular level.

The concept of "cellular memory" had been something I'd really begun to understand at that point, and I knew that anything that could relieve that kind of stress at that level was going to reach the root cause of whatever could be wrong with you, and healing would then naturally to occur.

We are, after all, self-healing "carbon units" (as Ramtha likes to say) of the highest order when our cells are in "growth mode". The Healing Codes literally send a message into every single cell to do just that. Rather than covering up symptoms with drugs, this appraoch of healing was from the inside out. Yoga works like that too. When I heard how it worked, I knew I had found it.

I decided I would order the package for myself for Christmas and it was the best present I have ever bought myself. In fact I don't think that you would be reading these words if it hadn't have been for the Healing Codes. I used to love writing when I was younger but after years of being a dedicated letter writer, journal keeper, and occasional journalist I let it all go and for a long time (probably a decade) I only wrote sporadically and it saddened me no end. Two weeks after I began working with the Healing Codes I started this blog, and if you're a regular you might've noticed I've written an average of a post every two-three days. That's not bad going.

I've been waiting to write about how it's all going for me because I wanted to see what would happen over time and it's been quite incredible. When I first got the package, besides wanting to become a practitioner, I got it as soon as I heard about it because I had found a small lump in my breast. I was worried, naturally, but I didn't panic as I know that cancer is curable and if that is what it was, I would do all the right things and be OK. Still, I began working with the Codes the day the package arrived.

As soon as I saw the material I knew I had done the right thing. The system is so well thought out, is very elegant in its simplicity, is based on some very good new science and when I did my very first treatment I could feel it working immediately.

Basically it involves certain hand positions that trigger certain healing centres in the brain in specific sequences (hence the Healing Codes), and 12 core categories that are addressed during the treatments which include "inhibitor" behaviours such as wrong beliefs we have about ourselves or harmful actions we engage in, which are to be removed; and "virtues", such as gentless and goodness, which are to be instilled while working with the hand positions and a "truth focus statement" which is something you should really believe.

I worked with the exercises three times that day (each takes around 6-8 minutes), and I experienced a detectable heat coming from my hands which stimulated the centres as well as heat around the centres themselves. It felt beautiful, and a few tears welled up as I realized that I could feel a healing taking place in my body. It's SO hard to describe, but I was peaceful and very, very grateful. Eartha, who was sitting on my lap, was also purring softly and seemed to be in resonace with me, so I knew she was getting a healing as well.

I woke up the next morning and the lump, which had been around for a month or so, was gone. GONE. I was shocked, thrilled, amazed all at once. I also jumped up and down in sheer joy for a minute while I thanked God. I had a check up to make sure and it's true, there's nothing there, and it hasn't come back since.

Since then I've worked with the Healing Codes with several family members and a couple of close friends and the results have been just as remarkable, especially with depression. I've also noticed that when I do the exercises, other things in my life improve as result. Work will just land in my lap for example whenever I do them. I even DJ better when I do them and more people come to my yoga classes. I've monitored it pretty closely over the months because the correlation is just so obvious.

It was really interesting to see what happened when I stopped doing them for awhile too. I had been on a real roll at the start of the year, everything I was working on seemed to be coming together in a really nice way. I was doing the codes every single day, and making a lot of progress. After years and years of going to different kinds of therapies, workshops, seminars etc etc, I was thrilled at how immediate the results that I was having were.

The first thing I noticed was that I was just feeling happier and the endless negative self-talk that droned on inside my head at times wasn't such a big thing anymore, which was great because my DJ sleep patterns can contribute to intermittent bouts of of the blues. I also started to notice that I was looking younger, my eyes were sparkling again, I felt a lot more energy and direction than usual, my moods were more even and I'd dropped a few pounds without even trying just because I felt so good inside.

Toby's parents came to stay for a week around that same time and while they were here I showed them how it worked and they really liked it so we did the treatments together as a group and found that it actually increased the effectiveness of them. While they were in town we all had a really beautiful time together, and got a good routine going with our exercises, but when they left, I got a bit lazy and left it for a couple of days.

When I tried to pick it up again, as I'd lost the momentum I'd gained working with the group, I lost my motivation and tried three separate attempts at re-starting, with varied amounts of success. I was finding all kinds of ways to rationalize my way out of it - too tired, not enough time etc etc, and well, I knew it was all a ploy to avoid having to change. As a result I started losing my direction, lost some gigs, felt pretty down on myself, all the usual stuff. Well, thankfully, I finally wore that dumbass attitude out, and I'm already at the start of day 3 again.

With the package comes some free coaching sessions with a certified coach to help you get started, so I rang up and took them up on the offer. They're such a lovely bunch of people, and I can honestly say that they've been totally caring and professional every time I've been in touch with their office. It was all I needed, so now I'm on my way again, and I want to record my progress here over the next few months. I hope you'll follow it with me. I feel as though it'll be worth it.

Yesterday's 1st treatment was in the "harmful actions" category. This is something I feel as though I've been trying to work on for most of my adult life, and it's not over yet, but maybe soon...

We all do things to ourselves that are harmful, whether it's isolating oneself from others to "protect" ourselves (but then wind up cutting ourselves off from love), to shopping for things we can't afford because then others will see us in a certain way. Mine involve taking certain pleasures of the five senses a little too far at times, and so I'm dealing with that right now.

So far, the treatments have been feeling really good (I got some heat coming off my fingers, and in my throat again the first time), and I'm working with a truth focus statement (this is something I say to myself while I do the hand positions) which is helping a lot: "I want to act intentionally based on what I believe is right, instead of reacting automatically based on past pains."

Still not a lot of change in my behaviour but it's early days. More updates soon.

Meanwhile have a look at the testimonials on their site. They are from other real people like me. To your health!

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Co-author Chicken Soup for the Soul books